The Songs

Episode 2

Because of what happened last night di ko alam na nakatulog na pala ako. Bumangon ako at pumunta ng banyo, i see my reflection in the mirror, mugto ang mata I even not realize na may luha pa akong mailuluha pa, tinitigan ko ang darili ko sa salamin,i felt mesireble ilang linggo na ba akong ganito? Ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko parang gusto ko na lang matulog ng matulog pumunta ako sa kusina para mag almusal, anong oras na ba? Tinignan ko yung orasan sa mesa, its 11 o'clock na pala, mag aalmusal ba to o tanghalian?

I open the frigde and get some egg, and ham ito na lang for brunch at matutulog ulit. Kahit nasa pagdadalamhati tayo wag nating kalimutan ang kumain.

After kung kumain i wash the plates and go back to my room, i put my earphone and turn on the spotify, at bumungad sakin ang kanta ni olivia rodrigo "Happier".

Dati parang wala naman dating tung kanta niya pero ngayon each word may meaning na, may empak, yung ramdam mo yung pain.

We broke up a month ago

"parang kilan lang nung iniwan mo ako, haha nakaksakit kana olivia huh!

Your friends are mine

You know I know you've moved on

Found someone new

One more girl who brings out the better in you

And I thought my heart was detached

From all the sunlight of our past

But she's so sweet

She's so pretty

Does she mean you forgot about me?

ganun lang ba talaga kadali sayo ang lahat?

ganun lang ba kadali sayo ang makahanap?

ganun lang ba kadali kalimutan ang lahat lahat?

Sa kaibigan mo pa talaga nalaman mo nakahanap ka na ng iba.

remembering those time na nalaman ko ang panloloko mo, sabi ko nga na hindi ko nakita kung saan nagsimula ang lahat, di ko naramdaman qng pag babago mo,

I was caught surprise na meron pala siya at nakalimutan mo na meron din ako.

Oh, I hope you're happy

But not like how you were with me

I'm selfish, I know

I can't let you go

So find someone great but don't find no one better

I hope you're happy but don't be happier

And do you tell her she's the most beautiful girl you've ever seen?

mukhang masaya ka nga sa kanya, mukhang nakalimutan mo na nga ako!

An eternal love bullshit you know you'll never mean

Remember when I believed

You meant it when you said it first to me

And now I'm pickin' her apart

Like cuttin' her down will make you miss my wretched heart

But she's beautiful

She looks kind

She probably gives you butterflies

I hope you're happy

But not like how you were with me

I'm selfish, I know

I can't let you go

So find someone great but don't find no one better

I hope you're happy

I wish you all the best

Really

Say you love her, baby

Just not like you love me

And think of me fondly when your hand's around her

I hope you're happy

But don't be happier

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

I hope you're happy

Just not like how you were with me

I'm selfish, I know

Can't let you go

So find someone great but don't find no one better

I hope you're happy but don't be happier.

Bat ba naalala ko nanaman yung sakit?

ang hapdi na ng mata ko. Kaya ko pa ba?

I reach my phone ilang linggo ko na rin inioff tung cp ko, I said to my bestfriend Tina na hayaan muna ako, ilang araw akong mawawala, di nila alam sa bahay lng ako, nakamukmuk!

i turn on my iphone 11, ang dami kung message from tina at sa pamilya ko, asking if im ok.

I read first from my mom.

mom: anak! kamusta ka? ok ka lang ba?

I heard Mark get married already (mark is my ex)

that mark asshole. he is not worthy for you anak. wag ka nang magmuk muk jan.

mom: anak! i called you many times but you didn't answer, hope your fine. Ok.

mom: anak kumakain ka ba?

mom: anak pupuntahan kita this weekend ok. Lets go bar hooping and have some beer. i will stay with you after i patch this things up at my the office ok. lets rookin girl.

napangiti na lang ako kay mama, my mom is a single mom, she raise us by herself, my kapatid akong lalaki si tristan and my name is trixie and my bff i mention is tina but her name is christina.

I'm 24 years old, i forget to introduce myself

and my brother is only 22.

my mom is 42 diba? but people think we are just siblings si mama kasi makamillenials din, para lang kaming tropa tropa.

i graduated in a university and have my own shop, thanks to my mom inheritance, my mom is the only hier, shes a only child of don and doña Fernando Asuncion. From asuncion group of companies.

My mom train my brother to lead the company he will be the the vice president of the company in the future.

Ako taga recieved ng monthly allowance taga buwan.

My brother and I are very close to each other.

he love me and i love him also.

and speaking of a devil he called.

Tristan: hey sis! i called you many times, and you didn't answer? dont tell me you na nagmumuk ka dyan?

Your so damn i told you not to attend to that guy wedding. what did you do? tigas kasi ng bunbunan mo.

hindi na ako nagsasalita kasi wala naman akong sasabihin, tama nga naman siya ito yung napapala ko sa pagpunta ko sa kasal ni mark.

tristan: hey still there? sumagot ka naman.

ako: yeah nakikinig ako!

tristan: i want to let you know mom and I will go there and lets go bar hooping to make you ease.

you wanna go shopping? my treat sister.

ako: (napangiti na lang ako sa sinabi ng brother ko, i always so lucky to have a brother like him).

ok basta lahat ng gusto ko huh.

tristan: sure ikaw pa! so i hung up na ok. i still have a meeting, bye sis cheer up. love you.

ako: love you too. bye.

ang dami kung message sa phone na hindi ko na binasa, kaya nahiga na lang ako.

at nakatulog..