There is a weird silence around us. No strong winds are blowing, any terrible snowfall, and just absolute silence from few days. The warriors and other residents are cheerful to have a break from the unbearable weather condition. But I feel different. I feel this silence as a warning, like the silence before the storm. There are these things that are running in my mind, but I avoid them thinking as stress. I have been through so much in such a little time, now everything stresses me out. Just like other people, I need a break from all of this too. I am tired of all this s**t. I wish when I close my eyes and it will be over like a bad dream. I wish I wake up in my bed in my foster home and get scolded by the demonic pig, Ellen. I wish I could spend my time playing with Bella. I wish I co

