“Who the hell was that?”
Chapter 10
“I can’t do this. I am not confident.”
“Oh, come on. We are already halfway done. Remember once you believe you can, you have already done it.”
How those small exchanges of words used to make me happy in the past days. I wonder how drastically everything changed just with a piece of paper that sealed my fate with him. I dared to leave something that was already inflicted in me. I dared to step out of the boundary that was drawn with warning. Wasn’t it awful? Our needs, our choice of living life, all piled up to a never ending mismatch stack. Every time one item is pulled out, I bleed, I cry, I whisper to my own self to diminish the differences. I agreed to not deny his decision but failed to agree with my own heart. It was marked by one and scratched
