33. **FRAISER**
Alina. Her name is Alina. It's a nice name. I don’t know why using her real name gave her so much pain, but I knew that I couldn’t call her by it. My plan of being annoyed at her to create distance hadn’t worked. In fact, the contrary had happened. I found myself working on jobs so I could be close to her. I only wanted to look I told myself. Plus, my ego loved that she was attracted to me and at a time when you’re questioning your current relationship knowing there are other options gives a guy choice you know? I would take my shirt off on purpose. I knew she liked looking. I compensated for this by making sure not to talk to her so we could keep a safe physical distance, but today I really did need an extra pair of hands and had to ask barn girl to help me.
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