25. PETER
What an absolute f*****g head f**k my life had been over the last few months. From my stagnant but comfortable life to enjoying the flirtatious relationship that Alina and I developed, to the mind blowing s*x and then … well, this. I told myself for the longest time that it was just s*x. I knew there was a chance Alina and Owen would get back together and in the beginning I wanted that for her. I just kept thinking what we had would be over soon enough and to enjoy it while it lasted. I didn’t mind the idea of going back to my old life, but then things just changed. Our relationship together naturally fell into a more meaningful place. The truth is I knew she liked me, I knew it sooner than she did. She betrayed herself with little comments and behaviours like holding my hand o
