Jake 's POV
Two Years Ago
I asked Celia to marry me yesterday, fully expecting her to say 'yes', but it didn't go as I expected. She said no, and told me she needs more time to figure out her life with her siblings and herself. I'm devastated, and I don't know what to do. I want to understand her, and I want to support her, but right now I don't know anything. I love her with all my heart and soul, but I'm not sure what to do. Does she still have to be in my life, or do I just leave her alone? I tried to ask Damien and Ana, but they both told me to speak to Celia instead. I just don't know what to say. Do I come off as desperate if I do?
I sigh as I try to convince myself to get dressed, but right now I just don't have the energy for anything other than to wallow in self pity.
