Although Allistair had wronged Allison, the feeling of guilt still washed over her, looking at it from both sides. They were both victims.
Alistair was a victim with a wounded heart, a victim that feared to love, and Allison became a victim of that fear.
Maybe that was the reason she couldn't hate him, even after everything he had done, a part of her still longed for him and that was what she hated. No, she didn't hate Alistair, even when she tried, she just couldn't hate him..
What she hated was the fact that her body yearns for him, she hated the fact that she couldn't bring herself to hate the one who had wounded and shattered her.
She hated the fact that, despite everything, she still loved him. Allison was still very much in love with Alistair..
Alistair's uncontrollable sob brou
