I Survive

Chapter, 6.( Calm Before The Storms)

Third person pov.

“I will be leaving now" Felix said as he bids them goodbye.

“ bye nice to meet you and take care of my baby sister okay.” Louis advise him as he leave their house

“I am not a baby” Toni complain as he walk Felix out.

“ baby don’t complain “ Felix tees her jokingly.

“If you call me that again, then we will be over , I am telling” Toni said .

“alright sweetheart I will not “ he promises.

“have a Safe ride and good night “

Toni said as they reached the garage.

“Bye have a sweet dreams “ he said as he kiss her on her forehead and wave.

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Monday!

Toni sister Louis, is on Holliday so she s at home watching TV.

she suddenly feel that her illness is going to act up again.

But this time it very hard to breathe and several times painful in the chest then even before,

She took her drug , but found out after waiting for a while the drugs don’t kick start working like usual.

But it is the opposite that is happening.

She wanted to make a call but give up after remembering that , Toni always off her phone when in class .

Then She went to the kitchen again and look at the cabinet not for her drug this time instead she reaching for a pen and paper ,

With grate difficulty and shacking hands she begin writing.

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**”Toni, sister is sorry but I am tired of this sickness, I am the elder in this family but I couldn’t even take care of you.

I am the one worrying you and you are spending all you energy and time in taking care of me. While you should be worried about your studies only .

The only thing that makes me hold up till now is you my sweetheart,

but now you are a grown up beautiful young lady.

You now have friends and a boyfriend that care for , let me bee a selfish for the last time .

Please forgive sister and don’t blame yourself.””

Louis. **

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With that she place it on the counter and place a book on it.

She turn her back to it “ forgive me Toni “ she walk towards the living room but before reaching there,

It is like all her energy have been drained out of her.

with difficulty in breathing and fall to the ground, and pass out.

……

At this moment Toni have just finished class and is going to have lunch with her friends,

when she suddenly feel uncomfortable in her heart,

but she decided to ignore and go for lunch .

"hey guys let have lunch at the restaurant and discuss about the party "

"yeah sure " Emma agrees

"I will catch up you guys later, i am meeting the professor right to talk about the assignment " Alice said and excuse herself.

"Emma let go I am hungry "

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After lunch, the two girls were planning the birthday party.

Emma birthday is today .

ON the nine April, while Toni is on the seventeen April , so both of them plan to celebrate it together .

But before that Emma want to have a small dinner with her close friends and family, today before the party day,

Toni called Felix to ask if he was free today and if will be going to her friend dinner party.

“Hi Felix,” Toni said sweetly.

“Hey how are you” Felix ask

“I am good! And you? Are you OK ”

“ I am fine too just missing you “

“ miss you more! em are you free today “

“I am busy today , i don't think i can make it“

she have forgotten that,

it was the end of the year and they are getting more and more assignment.

“Oh too bad, today is Emma birthday we were going to have a little party within ourselves before the big one, so I wanted to invite you . But it’s okay” she a little bit disappointed though.

“Sorry that I can’t make it”

“You shouldn’t be , just remember to send her a gift letter. She will appreciate that”

“okay see you”

“see you! Bye-bye ”

“I love you”

"me too"

with a smile she hung up.

She finds it hard to hard to say ‘I love you’, to someone else other than Louis her sister.

She didn’t know why but it is difficult to say that to someone else.

But she knows that she have fell for this Felix guy.