I Survive

Chapter. 4, (Beautiful Day)

Toni pov.

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"I am not the kind person who like to beat around the bush,

when I like someone , I let the person know that I like them ,"

he pause as he look into my eyes and then continue ........

"Toni this may seems sudden, but I will like to be frank with you "

why is my heart racing like this ?.. oh no why am I scared and nervous?!!!!......

"I.. -" I wanted to interrupt but he shu me

" I am not done ,

Toni , I like you ...and would like make you my girlfriend , only if you would have me as your boyfriend " he said as he exhale.

...... I am speechless...........

..

i ... kind of see this coming,

i mean it's not too soon ,,it is not late either.

and if I said that I am not trilled. then it will be a big ,.. no a huge fat lie .

I am literally on cloud ten right now

(I don't know of that exists, but I feel like it is more then cloud nine)

how do one response to this ?!

can someone tell me !.

"I... I-"

"it's fine if you don’t feel the same way " with that he get up from the table.

wait can you let me finish my sentences!¡¿....

"no wai-"

"let not wast our time , you can forget what I just said " he continues and turn his back to me as he prepare to walk away.

"who say I didn't feel the same way? , who said that I don’t want to be your girlfriend. and should I forget or where you not serious about me???"

now I am mad at him ,

" or do you regret it?" now I am standing in front of him looking right into his eyes , as I demand.

"you don't give me an answer how should I feel ,? "

"but you cut me off before I could say anything " I defend myself , and I am not done yet.

"you think that I will agree to come on a date with you if I was not interested in you, ?" huh i sign content with my speech.

"sorry I misunderstood you...

that means you agree to be my girlfriend?"

he said as he take my hands into his.

"of course,!... now You Felix is my boyfriend"

I said smuggling,

"yes and you" he pats my cheek saying

"Toni is my girlfriend "

"I am not complaining " I smile as I hug him.

and he hug me back.

.......

today is Sunday ,

it has been a week since I started dating Felix and he is a fantastic guy , he calls me everyday and tex me every night.

I told my friend and my sister about our relationship and they were supportive and happy for me.

Beep...

*I miss you, I want to see you*

he said.

*I miss u too but today I can't go out *

*then I can come*

*I am having guests over and my sister is at home*

*I just want see u real quick and leave they won't notice me*

he write .

*ok * i just can't say no to him sometimes.

*see you in 10miutes *

*I am coming*