Ava's Point Of View,
Well, honestly this place makes me happy. But it is only when I feel confident about it. I know I thought that I am bold enough to handle everything the way I want but that is not true.
I do not feel confident and happy when I am not ready for it. People are selfish these days and I do not feel for them anymore. They could make us upset. I know Lucas is so right at his place but I can not be like him even if I want it. He is so cool that I am jealous.
"Hey, what is happening? Why do you look upset"? Lucas asked me and I just shook my head. "Nothing, enjoy". The table was full of my favorite food as I ordered a lot, but now I feel like I do not want to eat.
I want to ignore all these people but it is not that easy for me. Even Lucas gave me a lecture about people
