Ava's Point Of View, I just felt that my heart stopped at that moment and it was so hard for me to breathe, I just could never imagine that something like that could happen to him, he was in the hospital for the last three years, oh god, and I was believing that he left me, he abandoned me and maybe he found someone else, I just did not know that was the truth, he never told me what happened with him, I am feeling like I am gonna die with guilt, gosh, what I will do now, this guilt will eat me now. I just went back from there, it was so hard for me to process what I heard, I just do not know how to react to this, it was something I never expect, I mean, I always blamed him for not coming to me, how the hell I just could be like I was, I mean I did not even try to find any clue about him

