Ava's Point Of View,
I know that I messed up and here I am crying like an i***t while I know that I am at fault, he was so damn angry and that scared me so much, I do not want to face him now, he made me cry, he could make me understand this slowly or gently but no, he has to get angry on me and yell at me, why the hell he did that, I am feeling like a loser now, I know that I should not have to get drunk like that but that was not my fault that I got drunk like that, it was him that hide about his job and it was so hard for me to take this, it was for me to digest that he was in the hospital all these years while I was blaming him, I hate myself so much now.
I was crying like crazy, I tried to control my tears but I just could not do this, but when I heard the sound of the door open, I
