The fourth chapter
1950 Words
"He also dated this girl before, I think before you or after you, I wouldn"t know.. But he didn"t just dated one girl and deceived her.. Forreal.. The story got passed down to me was told by a good, best friend other than you online. She told me about what has gone down.. So when he dated this girl, she wasn"t just in it for her, she was using her and lied to her, Unfortunately now the both of you.. I am so sorry to hear that and actually think of it..."
"Wait, wait-- what has gone down? What are you trying to say to me? I am not getting it??"
"Well,... Maye, he isn"t who you think he is.. Most of it all, he"s a girl like really a real girl and her real name is not Zaxs, she"s Venn, her name is Venn.. She catfished the both of you the whole relationship thing he is doing online is a scam., that"s why I was asking how long have you known him.. For to be involved around this girl who deceives people and other girls..smh"
I was caught off guard and set aback for a sec to think about what really happened before and how it is possible..
"What? But there are pictures of him that he used to send me and others that I kept before of a boy? Then who is that? Whom have I been dating then?"
"From what I have been told he is a random guy of the same name he took his pictures and his name use it to deceive a girl online..technically now two Which he victimized the two of you..:/ and I am not very happy about it.. I am so sorry Maye"
"Me either....I just got no words to say anymore, I couldn"t believe it.
I know who the girl she dated before is.. I will look her up and talk to her about this.. To get more insights and also check on her too."
"You do that! And I am sorry to break it to you.. I had to tell you or else you wouldn"t know and gosh it"s been years since that happened, just please don"t think too much about it, I wish you well"
"No it"s okay, at least now it"s cleared up why he did that and everything about breaking up and all the things he said were all just made up. Now I am just putting the pieces of information and memories I"ve had to match up the situation"
My heart sunk, when I heard about the bad news that I have dated an unidentified manipulator.. Who didn"t even reveal himself after and used his real name or is even a he..
I could not believe what I have just been told.. Thank luck I have Kaec as my best friend to tell me all of it, I owe her a Miss Selala merch. Haha
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I searched for his, uh, her ex girlfriend"s account detail and I landed on her personal that is now she is surprisingly, actively using. I sent her a private message stating my reason and introduced myself to her and now waiting for her response.
"Hi, I am Maye, I don"t know if you still remember me, we used to talk well not really talk but fight over a now ex-girlfriend.. Apparently.. Well, I only heard about his schemes and troubles that he set and tagged us to her troubles, I know it has been years from now since and I only knew about it now, sadly, really and I would be glad to hear from you..on what you have to say about this too, thanks"
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"Hello, oh, haha its you didn"t remember you much anymore until today after all its been years since and I am sorry about what happened to us from what I have said such horrible things to you before.. And him?.. Her? Well yeah, I founded out from this girl that "she" seems to also "like" before going out with me, told me back at the time that "he"s" started going around as a "he" after she broke up with her(Venn) and that broke her(Venn"s) heart that she dated other girls online and fooled them by being a guy, which is us hello! Lol she was worried about that she saw Venn dating me at the time and told me that his name"s not Zaxs, he"s Venn.. She"s Venn and explained to me everything then. There you go how great"
"Wow.. Now this sucks this is really bad.. Who knew Zaxs turned out to be Venn and she really liked that girl as well as there are people like him online trying to date other girls as a fake guy."
"I know!! It"s crazy, I didn"t even know and I dated him for so long... Wow and I realized you only knew about this now? After how many years? Wow, and idk how long he dated you for but she"s a horrible person..."
"She is a horrible person to deceive us and not tell us the truth herself.. Having to hear about his fake identity to other people and have it reached to us is already worst.. BTW do you know who was that guy in the pictures he"s using?"
"Yea, he didn"t tell us how mature..well yes I found him! I messaged him that time that I found him elsewhere and told him his photos have been used as a random fake identity, catifished several people and actually used his real full name."
"How tragic.. For him to hear that crazy news..."
"He could not even believe himself, hearing all of these from me and I couldn"t believe it too"
"I don"t either,.. I couldn"t process the thought of it,.. - do you still have a hold of his information? Where I could message him too?"
"I am sorry but no I could not remember it now how I found it, it"s been years. We"ve only chatted for a few messages, I just didn"t want to bother him no more.."
"Alright, thank you though it"s been so helpful to resolve the issue. Just feel free to chat me up when you have thought of anything that could help me reach him :) thank you once again"
"You"re most certainly welcome. Anything, we are both the same anyway. You know what, just look him up where I have searched for his full name.. And you"ll see when he pops up." "I have saved this photo and have not deleted it.."
*sends a profile picture*
*Zaxs and his wife, now married and happy*
"Look he is happy now, I just suggest you not to message him anymore when you find him.. It isn"t his fault that he just got involved, randomly. I just wish the best for him and let him be."
"He sure does really look so happy now. :) wow I have not seen a photo of him and I am glad that he now has his wife and married."
"Yeah, me too! He"s happy with someone he loves. That"s all that matters"
"All what matters :")"
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It"s summertime I have finally graduated and still trying to figure out where would I enrol to in what university.
I am with my circle of friends today in a sea animal themed park, all of us came together and we are happily complete we didn"t miss a single member.
We lunched out together, went around looking at things and exploring more, knowing more about sea creatures, how recreational-! It"s like we"re in a mini field trip we have created on our own. The sunset before us as the six of us are sat in what it seems like an open mini stadium for the last segment or show event of the package, a seal show!
We watch the seal instructors give a raw fish to the seal to feed and reward it as they have ordered to do a trick and then after having the seal successfully done the trick he would be treated a good treat from a bucket that the instructor has in hand. It went on for several few moments and woosh! With added fountain water effects to make it seem more cool and add the background music it is just like one of those magic shows in children"s parties.
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Curtains closed! Shows over the sun sets and that was it. We all knew it is over, indeed, it was. The horizon sure displays a perfect scenery that it makes me feel as if this is all part of a play or a picture that it portrays an ending scene; where a plane takes off, a door closing, and in this very time, it is a picture of friends last happy memories.
We have mutual feelings that it is going to be the last time we are ever going to be completed as a group or ever see each other as often anymore.
So many things, dramas could happen in a group of friends and that so happened. We are glad at this point that all of us are in good terms and sadly it is our last time hanging out together before we drift and have our separate ways to college. Everyone knows we"ll be busy and we"ll find a new set of friends, but mostly busy. I didn"t feel like I will miss them at all, but only a hint of leaving this all behind made me kind of missing it someday. I don"t have any idea how it would really change as we enter the big school as they say it would.
To things and moments like these I am usually not too reactant, thinking does things ever have to have a reaction for or from me? Not most things ever surprizes me as I know.
And so we left, the water fountains ended the afternoon of fun, taking pictures and strolling through the themed park.
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Contemplating.. Realising..
Wondering.. Surprised..
I have thought about what has happened to me now, with Zaxs that kind of explains why that queen b***h in high school and the rest of our classmates tries to out me and outed me and called me gay. When I don"t really know myself how do they see that, how do they perceive me any different from them as a girl or as of another girl, "well I am far off different from a bully that"s what I could be assure of that I am not mean!"
I thought that it is bad, it is a wrong thing to be part of that, for them to perceive me as a lesbian and to like girls the same as me is a mortal mistake. That I should try my hardest to dress more feminine as they"d like and for them to stop picking on me.
I disregard the thought of accepting what they say about me that I, a hundred percent sure not feeling that way about girls.
I don"t even know, I didn"t have anyone to tell me and guide me on the way growing up that maybe it is okay, that it is no different from other people who loves a girl as a boy or a girl.
Sometimes being different among people who perceive you differently is okay, it is a wonderful thing to be unique.
NOW IT IS true that I am GAY
Officially cause I have dated an undercover gay girl.
Which now worries me that I am purely f*****g gay. Don"t know how to label myself and try to see if I really am attracted to women like that
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