Yesterday, I'd managed to wipe away the tears and look calm by the time my mother had picked me up. I hadn't told her about me quitting because if I did, then I'd need to come up with a new excuse for me coming home late on weekdays. I was still feeling extremely shaken with everything that had happened. Gymnastics had been my life for more than four years and all of a sudden I had just quit. Coach May hadn't bothered contacting me about it but Kevin had called me to find out what had happened. I had assured him that everything was okay but he was surprised to hear about me quitting. He had also promised to let Debby know for me. A part of me still wondered if I had made the right choice, I knew I wouldn't be working with the RUA for much longer but I also knew that wasn't why I quit. I

