What is a mate? Why do i have two of them?

My heart hurt

After that day in the office i got in trouble i wasn't listening ,but come on how could i listen when Jackson was tempting me. Huffing i blow my bangs out of my face. This weekend is going to be boring i just feel it,with my son being a way i am going to be lonely in this apartment. My mother wanted her grandson for the weekend, so here i am in this apartment all by myself.

Hearing my phone chime a look down to see a text message from Carlos.

Carlos

Manda where the hell are you I've been waiting for you to come back.

This has gone on for far to long you've had your break come on back.

Me

Carlos im gone im not comin back u treated me terrible u even 4got our anniversary.

how can i 4give u?

Just leave me alone!!!

I flung my phone on to the bed,walking over to my window i flop down. My life is shitty the only reason why i didn't just commit suicide is because of my son. My rock god i miss him.

I just don't understand when is it going to be my time? When will i be happy,you would think i deserve it I've been through so much all i want is for somebody to love me as much as i know i will love them.

For some reason a picture of my boss face popped in my head. Jackson,Jason why do i always feel so nervous and needy around them its quiet annoying. That day that they were making out whats with that there brothers for goodness sake. Shouldn't there be a law against hot sexy brother beast being together.

Gosh getting up i walk to the bathroom, feeling a lil hot i don't understand whats going on. Why do i feel so hot all of sudden. Twisting the nob for the cold water i pull the lever up. Taking my cloths off i jump in the shower,ahh that feels amazing. I really should check my temperature when i get out, swaying a lil bit i sit on the bath tub floor. Letting the water hit me i start to feel a lil woozy.what the hell is going.

Rushing to stand up i rush out the bath tub to the toilet where i through up my breakfast. Standing up my stomach starts to hurt, what the hell is going on. Stumbling to my bed i flop face down, rolling over i start to pant.

Ooh my god my stomach hurts so bad, twisting and turning i start to cry. Why is it hurting so bad? I need to call the ambulance, reaching for my phone i press some numbers and listen to the phone ring.

What i heard on the other line had my breath knock right out of me,and zaps of electricity going a cross my body.

"Hello Manda are you alright whats wrong why do you call" asked Jackson.

"Well i..i thought i called the ambulance" i replied in a whispered,but i should of had yelled it at him the way he reacted.

"What!!!!"

"Your going to the hospital why?? Is your umm son alright do you need me and Jason". replied Jackson.

HUh? Why would he ask if My son was OK. Awww he cares i thought before my stomach started to cramp even worse.

"Ahhhhhhh!!!!!"i screamed.

"Jackson oh my god Jackson it hurts please, it hurts so bad". i cried down the phone.

"s**t"i heard another voice i think that was Jason. Gosh why does his voice sound like that. My n*****s started to perk and my kitty started to throb. What the f**k is going on i'm about to die and all my body is worried about is getting some... great.

"I know its the heat, s**t this wasn't suppose to happen unless...."said Jason in the background.

I heard the phone rustle before Jason came on gosh his voice had my body humming.

"Sweetie i think i know what's wrong with you. You need to take off all your cloths OK, turn your ac on full blast. Whats your address?" said Jason

I gave him my address before ending the phone call and doing what he advised.

I need to figure out what the hell is going , i was laying here for about 10-15 minutes before banging was heard at my door.

Groaning i got up off the floor and headed to the door. Opening the door my knees gave out and i gasp. What the f**k standing there was Jason and Jackson in there office a tire, Jackson hair looked like hes been running his handthrough it. Jason just looked worried as hell but my god they looked so good in there suit.

I didn't mean to but i started whimpering and before i knew what i was doing i leaped onto Jason and started rubbing myself all over him.

"shhh its OK mi Amore will take care of you" said Jackson as he started rubbing soothing circle down my back.

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"Whats going on with me".