Not believing in love

Chapter Three: Live in moments

You will never know if something is meant for you if you don't give it a proper chance.Whether it's a relationship or a new experience, throw yourself into it completely and don't hold back. If it doesn't work out then it probably wasn't meant for you and you will walk away without regret, knowing that you put your whole heart into it .That's all you can ever do It's a worried feeling leaving a situation knowing that you should have and could have done more.So find the courage to take that chance,find the inspiration to make it your.

Jason: It's almost time to pick your sister.Let me escort you until where your meeting her if it okay with you.

Jane: I have no problem with that,let go.

When they reached the school garage joy was standing beside they motorbike, when she saw her sister with Jason she was very happy and greeted him with a smile on her face.

Jane: Joy are you waiting for someone or should we start living?

Joy: Sis I think I should go with the bus because I have a lot of homework and Jason with go with you to the grocery store

Jason: okay, Joy see you at home, Sunshine let go,and I'll be driving.

Jane: ok, bye joy see you at home.

Jason and Jane took the onions and tomatoes to Njoki groceries and decided to eat lunch in a hotel.After finishing their lunch their decided to go to the park before going home.

Jason: Sunshine do you want anything?

Jane: Jay I want ice cream the strawberry flavor.

Jason went and come with two ice cream,she gave Jane and he he started Taki his. Jane was concentrating on the children playing Infront of her and she did not know Jason was looking at her lip all along. Jason moved closer to have and called her and the moment she looked at him their lips touched and Jason deepened the kiss,Jane was at first shocked but after a short period of time she reciprocated the kiss. They were enjoying themselves when a certain kid interrupted them.Jane was still shocked but she was wondering why does she still want the kiss ,it felt good.

Jason: sunshine are you alright or do you need anything

Jane looked at Jason and decided to tease him

Jane: jay I need something

Jason: what?

Jane: I want you to kiss me again because that kid distracted us and I was not yet satisfied

Jason: You want me to kiss you now

Jane knew that kiss happened by a mistake but she knew Jason planned it all.

Jane: yes

Jason was happy to hear that and she pulled Jane towards her and kissed her,Jane was surprised because she was not expecting Jason to kiss her again.But she decided to embrace the moments when it's still last and she moved her hand towards Jason neck and reciprocated the kiss.They where kissing passionately as if the earth is revolving only around them,they stopped for them breath and when Jason saw Jane was embarrassed he smirked told her " sunshine am all yours and if you want to kiss me you are allowed to do it everyway and anytime."They started living and Jane dropped Jason at their place

Jason: Do you want to come in and say hi to Mercy?

Jane : No,it's already late and am sure my mummy is waiting for me at home,I will say hi to her next time.

Jason: ok, can I get my kiss sunshine

Jane hesitated but Jason had already pulled her closer to him and started kissing her. Jane reciprocated the kiss and after sometimes their moved apart and Jane drove home.When Jane reached home she found her mum and joy busy in the kitchen preparing supper. Joy was all along smiling like a person who had won a lottery. Jane and joy prepared the table and soon the supper was served and all of them were eating

Mr Nick: Jane after dropping the grocery where were you because I reached Infront of you?

Jane: I went to the pack with Jason

Mr Nick: I thought you were going to the grocery store with joy?

Joy: Dad I decided to come home because of the homework and since Jason was around he went with Jane.

Mr Nick:Ok, how was school?

Joy: just as usual dad

When they finished eating Jane and joy cleaned the dishes while the rest of the family members went to watch the television .When their finished cleaning the dishes they always went and and joined the other watching television.

Mr Nick: I heard that the church will be have a Thanksgiving party at the pastor place on Saturday will you guys be going?

Jane: What time?

Mr Nick: from seven in the evening

Jane: dad and mum will you be going?

Mr Nick: I don't think because we will be going to Nakuru for a certain conference and we will return late

Jane: will you allow me to go daddy?

Mr Nick: Yes darling but make sure you return home before 11:00pm

Jane: ok dad

Day went very fast until it reached on Saturday the Thanksgiving day.Jane was preparing herself while joy was busy talking to her while watching movies in her phone.

Jason was also preparing himself for the party because there were invited when she got an idea to ask Jane if she will be going to the party because she missed her very much.

Jason: Hey sunshine,are you attending the party.

Joy saw the text and replied before asking her sister for the reply because she knew her sister will refuse to be picked since she liked being independent

Jane: yes jay, will you pick me up because I want to wear a dress and I won't be comfortable using a motorbike.

Jason was happy because Jane was starting to open up to him .

Jason: don't worry that my responsibility is sunshine as your boyfriend, I'll be there after twenty minutes

Jane : ok, I'll be waiting

Joy was happy because she knew Jason loved her sister and at least he would drop him at home and she had nothing else to worry about.Jane was wearing a floral dress, which reached near her knees and it looked very sexy.She had applied a light make up and lip gloss and she just looked like a princess.

Jason was done and he decided to tell his parents he will be going to the party

Jason : mum is going to meet me tomorrow in the morning

Mrs Walter: go with your sister mercy because her car is in the mechanic

Jason: Came with her mummy because I'll be picking up my girlfriend and I don't want to keep her waiting

Mrs Walter: Jason Walter you have a girlfriend and you have never introduced her to us

Jason: I will introduce you to her when she will be willing because it's someone you already know.

Jason left and drove towards Jane's house . When she reached there she called Jane" hey sunshine, I'm outside waiting for you" Jane was happy and she replied in happiness "ok"

Jane finished and walked out of their house and some Jason standing leaning on his car.She kissed him on the cheeks and told him she is now ready. Jason opened the car and he went to the drive seat.

Jason: you look gorgeous and sexy sunshine,can I get a taste of you at least?

Jane: sure

She moved closer to him and kissed him on the lips, Jason deepened then kissed and they enjoyed tasting themselves.

Jason: I have never taken you on a date let me take you today because you look sexy darling.

Jane: What about the party?

Jason: we are not even the guests and no one will know we are not there.

Jane: okay,we can go

Jason drove to one of the best hotels where they ate the supper and chatted freely because they were in a VIP room and no one would disturb or see them. It's not like they feared to be seen together but they just wanted the peace of mind. They played together until it was 10: 30 pm and Jason decided to drop her at home. Jason kissed her and told her" good night sunshine"

"Good night jay,and drive safe" Jane entered the house and found joy on the sofa waiting for her

Jane: Why are you not sleeping joy?

Joy: how was it?

Jane: my sister likes gossiping, I never went to the party Jason took me on a date and joy I really enjoyed it.

Joy: I can see it

Jane: what about mom and dad?

Joy: They will be coming tomorrow in the morning

Jane: ok, good night sis love you

Joy: good night and I love you more

Jane went to the bedroom and changed to her pajamas,she called Jason and they talked for a few minutes before she slept.