[DIABLO] I stood there on the front porch of Lambert's house. I'm not exactly sure why I'm here. I mean what I wanted to do really didn't involve Lambert. But I feel better when I'm with, and when I talk to Lambert. I felt the now normal yet still strange feeling I got at the thought of him. I've known him for years why now? I asked myself as I caressed the doorknob. Why does it take me so long to make a decision? Taking a deep breath I pressed the doorbell. I waited a while before pressing the doorbell again. The doorknob stirred making me jump back in surprise. "Diablo." I heard Lambert's voice call me. The soothing effect it had on me was still new and slightly surreal. I looked up at him at tongue-tied, the clumsiness and lack of words were also new. My attractions had somehow dr

