The days drag on slowly like a snail moving across the sidewalk. Constantly moving but never getting anywhere quick enough. I do not know how many days have passed since Jade’s clothes were found. All I know is that I feel gone, no matter what I do I do not feel like my own. Anna found something of hers hidden in the tub, a small duck she used to play with in the tub. I sleep with it every night. Row comes in only a few times a week now, without him here I am alone. Sabryus and Anna are still around but I barely notice them at all. I used to feel the warmth of the mate bond with him around, now all I feel is cold. No matter what I do I am just so cold. My appetite has gone, I have lost so much weight I can not even look at my self in the mirror. My collar bone sticks out of my dress that u
