"It is just...you have told me repeatedly, that we are soul mates, that we were made for each other, that nothing is going to scare you away from me, ecetera. Like I said, I know I could have come off better that morning, but I just really needed to get home; to somewhere I felt grounded, to sort things out in my head. But the worst thing that kept popping into my head was not that you could morph into a giant wolf. It was that you had only told me how to reject you. I realised I had seen it in your eyes before I left; it was like you thought you had lost me. But, I then realised that maybe it was because you sadly felt so sure that I would want to reject you and never see you again; that what I had experienced was too much to cope with. I worried for days that I had not made it clear enou
