***James***
After dessert and a few more silly school stories, we sit in the reception room for a round of teas and coffees.
"...Lottie suggested it of course, but it actually seemed like a wonderful idea when we thought about it for a moment," mother tells Joel as the topic of her benefit concert comes up, including their insane idea of having me perform.
"Oh it's a mental idea, but I bet your PR team would be salivating over the prospect. To me he sounds decent. With some stage confidence tips from me he could be a pretty well received 'special guest'," Joel says, dunking another biscuit into this cup of coffee.
"We have not mentioned it to them yet; it is entirely up to James," father says. They all look over at me and I shrug.
"I am of two minds. Having only recently played in fro
