Who am i?

Black depression

Ghosts all around me. Every single dead soul in front of me. Bloody, not bloody but still all around my single face. Why do i deserve this? This seems so unrealistic and they're like real people. Even when i'm on the toilet?! I have told my dad about these stupid ghosts and he had hope in me, but what about school?now that i think i can be homeschooled but what about my friends and my boyfriend? Well yes i have a bully.. but still! I do have friends and a boyfriend!

Next day my dad insisted for me to be homeschooled but i told him that everything will be fine. As i though...

When i first came i firstly was looking for my boyfriend. Well kinda gonna be hard with all these ghosts. I opened the janitor's place and i saw MY boyfriend and my bully making out. Was he cheating this whole time? When they saw me they looked at me and continued making out, then my boyfriend or i should say "ex boyfriend" said "she was so stupid believing that i would stay with someone as ugly as her!"they were also naked..

I quickly ran crying. This pain felt a knife coming on me.

I can't believe he did this. In the hallways i saw them kissing and then my bully told them about it and there love and they all started laughing and bullying me. Unbelievable, i know.

I wanted to be homeschooled now but, i can't fail school or my dream career for them. I started thinking i was depressed. I started wearing all black. They would kiss in the morning. VERY disgusting. And when i walk by them they start kissing AGAIN and then call my "she looks so depressed i bet even her underwear is black!" I didn't told my dad about it, even tho i always tell him about everything. Well i guess i'm depressed. Got cheated on isn't easy anymore which he is now my first ever ex!

I cried every single day and started thinking that i'm not good enough and that i should kill myself.. but what about my dad? But still..

I'm sure i'll be better any soon...right?