Only His for all New Years

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In that room in the lovely motel, where another couple would have stayed a few hours earlier, Stuti felt her heart swell with love for Czar. A lovely he would not cherish so she silenced the words, as their bodies tangled with each other. She suddenly felt a rush of a strange memory .. Her mummy is telling her a story.. "Many years ago in a town in the hills there lived a small girl with her mother. Her father had been in the army and died a hero's death. She was perfect, beautiful. As she grew up, another family was blessed to have her. She travelled for hours to reach them. She would grow up to be most intelligent and have many accomplishments, creations , innovations under her name. She would be hard working, polite and lovely. She would get married to the best man and have beautiful and intelligent kids. She would be everything that she wanted to be making her Mummy so proud " Yet Julia and Baba always had some reservations about it and said she must meet the reality which her Mummy opposed. Julia had told her casually earlier that she must concentrate on her studies as she won't marry. The words had always embarrassed Stuti as she thought it indicated the love and fascination she felt for Czar. It seemed post yesterday's outburst Julia did not consider her a woman at all..

Czar was shaking her. "Stuti! Stop. Stop thinking and stop speaking them aloud. "

They were still entangled together. He got up and said, "This is what is called bringing a third person to the bed. But as the bed is kind of dirty and used, let's leave."

He looked furious so Stuti flung her arms round him. The weekend will end, her University will start and maybe they will never be together. She did not care if the room was dirty, she wanted to be close to him once even as words of Julia and her conviction about her femininity rang in her head.

Czar did not respond to her the longest time, before his tightly held muscle relaxed. "Go ahead Stuti. Do what you want."

Stuti found herself fumbling, but she raised herself to kiss Czar and he participated in that kiss but unlike before he looked at her like an eagle to a prey..

"You are worried about Julia's words ? I don't think there is anything wrong with you but would you rather have a yesh with a doctor ?"

Stuti was ashamed to say she did not want to go. She did not want the doctor to run detailed personal checks on her body. Someday but not today. She knew Czar had a bias against people who had no gender. She had a friend who was transgender called Nisha. They looked similar, brown with dark black hair. Maybe that was why they bonded very well. But Czar had a very strong view on Mummy encouraging a friendship with Nisha. She remembered having eavesdropped, "Why Mother? Why do you encourage and push Stuti so much to be with Nisha? Can she just not have all friends . Why only Nisha. Nisha is openly transgender and while that is wonderful for her, to Stuti with her background, that association is not necessary. I insist you move her to another school."

That movement had not happened as Nisha herself made other friends and broke her heart by saying she was too soft and girly. She had been rather soft, emotional , girly busy with studies and arts. Yet she remembered Czar's words, every time she saw Nisha playing with boys, powerlifting and participating in high jump. Now they were i********: friends.Nisha was studying international law in another country. She even had a partner, whose name Stuti could not pronounce well.

Slowly Stuti came back to the current time and noted she was sitting in Czar's lap. He was laughing softly as he took her chin and said, "I don't want to rock my lady to sleep Stuti. I would want to do a lot more so please .. don't expect such patience the next time."

Then he reached down and gave her a hard, long kiss, framing her face with strong hands stopping all movements. Slowly as she dissolved into that kiss, her tongue engaged with his. Breathless she started breathing his breath, his one hand travelled to her neck, where his large fingers circled her neck and he put a slight pressure.She tried to move but was held in place and slowly the slightly constructed breathing made no difference. She poured into it feeling light bulbs go up in different parts of her body.

He breasts started tingling and needed his caress. Yet his other hand simply travelled to her neck to circle her neck even more firmly.

"Trust me and breathe in when I relax my hand on rhythm." He spoke in brief hushed voice against her lips. She felt herself bereft of air and suddenly there were just adequate . As it repeated in drugging sequence , she started shaking . Her core deep within where she feared to herself touch, came alive and started throbbing. "What.." She tried to speak.

He looked at her with hooded eyes.. "Come with me Stuti.. give in.. let all worries , details, other women, family go to eternal hell. Just come with me."

She tried, but some dark memories of a dark room and strange men peeped in from a locked portion of her brain. Czar gave a light roar..if there could be one and then suddenly his hand moved to her shirt, He briefly mouthed.."this is mine so I can do this too." His hands on her shoved down the loose shirt and some buttons automatically opened. Her breasts were framed half exposed, with hands Stuti expected to be rough big were infinitely gentle he took them out of his shirt. As Stuti stood stunned and shaken at the emotions raging, her body reaction and pushing her to reach a pinacle, he took a slight step back looking intently at her face, her eyes and the her breasts. Smiling slightly on one side he bowed down and gently kissed the breast.. first on top and then all over.

Finally settling on the dark aerola licking it with sharp flicks. His hands pulled her motionless, at alert body closer as he took one her darkest n****e in his mouth and suckled .

"Too much.".. her mins screamed. But the suckling did not stop. She started sweating , a feeling of the ground coming to meet her while she flew out into the sky started to form.. The Czar looked at her eyes again and encourage her with his smile , "Come to me now."

And he bit of her nipples.. not gently .. but a short sharp bite.. that did not release but soothed with his tongue followed by another one.. till she knew she had reached her goal that her body clarmoured for. The earth that rose, the sky that fell both scattered into a million stars and she was tossed somewhere outside her body to inner recesses of a sea or may be an outer sky.

Her body was felt.. wet with sweat and wet inside her panties and may be pouring into her jeans.. Czar held her gently yet firmly in his arms. As she felt tears form in her eyes .. he patted her back in a gesture removed from the intimate experience they shared.

"What a gorgeous woman .. my Stuti. Remember that .. gorgeous woman. And mine too. " He buttoned up her shirt, noted a couple or buttons missing.

"Wait here.." and disappeared from the room. Stuti sat alone trying to process what just happened. Did she just realise her first o****m with a man. She had earlier tried to do it herself, but it had not been like this ear shattering.

Minutes passed and it was almost half an hour when Czar was back, "The cafe is open, let's grab a good breakfast and be on our way. " He then placed a packet in her hand."

Inside was a chiffon short dress with floral prints.. It was also very short.. She has never worn such small dresses chosing longer ones or trouser and top.

"Go on. You won't want to wear a torn shirt. "

She slipped it on, feeling suddenly conscious of the man standing there with no intension of looking away. It reached till her upper thigh.

Czar had a strange look on his face for a second as he gulped down on something and said, "The girl's grown up. I will need to buy a whip now to keep her in toe and others away. ."