1st May 2013
Aly I know you must have been wondering why I didn’t write to you for the past weeks or maybe you already know why since you can now see everything from up there. You should also know that I failed. I failed to meet up with you like every f*****g time. It’s almost like luck isn’t on my side and life is constantly against me. If I didn’t get to pick when I came to the world the least I should be allowed to do is choose when I want to leave. Instead of those goddamn pills I took should do their work, they put me in a coma. The doctor had said something about it being self-induced or something and I f*****g hate that I was only capable of bringing myself a bit close to you. I’m so f*****g inept that I could only do that for two weeks, talk about pathetic. Now Bella has put a dog
