Chapter 8: The Weight of Salt

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I almost died yesterday. That thought has been burning through my skull since I woke this morning, and it followed me through the marble halls of the boardroom like a curse. My body still aches, my head still pounds, and yet Father sits at the head of the long table, throwing contracts across the polished wood as though nothing happened at all. “Ryan,” he barked, “the numbers from sector seven. Read them.” I gripped the file with cold fingers. My lungs still felt raw, but I forced the words out, my voice echoing in the silence. “Projected growth is down by four percent. Several coastal communities are filing complaints against the new disposal system.” “Complaints,” Father snapped, his jaw tightening. “Do you think complaints pay our bills?” I flinched, heat rising in my chest. “No, but they are piling up. And the press—” “Leave the press to me.” His tone sliced across the room. The directors bowed their heads like loyal soldiers. “Your job is not to think about weak men whining about fish. Your job is to secure profit.” I wanted to shout that fish were not just fish, they were life, they were the pulse of the ocean. But I kept my mouth shut. My chest burned with all the things I could not say. Finally the meeting ended. Papers gathered. Chairs scraped. Men and women shuffled out, whispering deals and strategies. I stayed behind, my knuckles pressed white against the table. “Father,” I said at last, when the room was empty. “I almost drowned last night.” His eyes flicked to me, cold and hard. “And yet you live.” I stood, slamming my palm on the table. “Do you even hear yourself? I almost died. The ocean almost swallowed me whole, and you sit here talking about numbers as though nothing happened.” He leaned back in his chair, folding his arms. “You survived. That is what matters. You will not waste your survival with weakness.” “Weakness?” I choked out. “You call breathing weakness? You call remembering the taste of seawater in my lungs weakness?” His eyes narrowed. “Enough.” “No,” I said, my voice breaking. “Not enough. Never enough with you. All you do is push and push, as if I am some machine. I cannot even catch my breath before you throw me into another fire.” Father stood, his height casting a shadow over me. “You are my son. You are heir to this empire. You will not waste time whining about storms. The ocean is not your enemy. It is a tool. Do you understand me?” I wanted to scream. I wanted to tell him the ocean was alive, that I had felt its heartbeat, that something within it had saved me. But he would never listen. He never listened. Instead I whispered, “The ocean took Mother.” For a moment, silence. His eyes hardened, but something flickered deep inside them. Pain. Memory. Then it was gone. “She drowned,” he said flatly. “It was years ago. Enough.” “No,” I said, the word tearing out of me. “I remember that night. I was ten. We stood on the cliffs at Nevershore. She held my hand. She was smiling, Father. She told me the ocean was alive. She lifted me up to see something in the water, something moving below the surface. And then—” My voice cracked. I gripped the edge of the table as the memory clawed through me. “And then the wave hit. The biggest wave I had ever seen. It crashed against the rocks, spraying white foam into the sky. I turned to tell her, to laugh with her, and she was gone. Just gone.” The air in the room thickened. My throat closed. “I screamed, Father. I screamed until my voice bled. But you dragged me away. You carried me home and never spoke of it again. You told people she drowned on a dive. But I was there. I saw it. The ocean took her.” Father’s lips tightened. His gaze drifted to the window, the skyline beyond. “You were a child. You saw what storms make children see. The truth is simpler. She drowned.” I shook my head violently. “No. There was something in the water that night. I felt it. And yesterday—” “Yesterday,” he interrupted sharply, “you nearly drowned because you went where you should not. If anything saved you, it was a swimmer. A person. Not a story.” I stepped closer, my voice trembling. “It was not a swimmer. I remember her. She had a tail, Father. Silver as the moon. She pulled me from the storm. She saved me.” His jaw clenched, his tone deadly. “You will stop this nonsense.” “Why?” I demanded. “Why does it anger you so much to hear me speak of what I saw?” For the first time, his voice softened, but it was not warmth. It was warning. “Because dreams will make you weak. Because kings of industry do not bow to fairy tales.” I stared at him, my heart breaking all over again. “Maybe I do not want to be king of your industry.” The words hung between us, sharp and dangerous. His eyes narrowed. “Be careful what you say, Ryan.” I swallowed, chest tight. “I almost died. And the only thing I can think of, the only thing that feels real, is her. The one who saved me. I cannot forget her.” He shook his head slowly, dismissing me with a wave of his hand. “You will forget. You will work. And you will lead. That is all that matters.” I wanted to fight more, but exhaustion pressed down on me. My throat ached with unshed screams. Finally I muttered, “I am going home.” He said nothing as I gathered my jacket and left the boardroom. The hallways of Lysander Tower felt colder than ever. --- I drove in silence, the city lights blurring past me. Every breath tasted of salt, though I was far from the sea. Every sound reminded me of storms. When I finally reached the house, the memories returned stronger than before. Mother’s laughter on the cliffs. Her hair whipping in the wind. The way she whispered that the ocean was alive. And the way it swallowed her in a single heartbeat, leaving me alone in the dark. I sank into the leather chair in my study, burying my face in my hands. “Why did you leave?” I whispered into the empty air. The silence answered back. Only silence. My phone buzzed. A message from Father: Boarding tonight. I will be gone for several months. Handle things while I am away. I stared at the words until they blurred. So he was leaving. Leaving me alone with the weight of everything. I tossed the phone aside, the anger and grief boiling inside me. Mother was gone. Father was leaving. And the only one who had truly reached me, the only one who had saved me, was something he refused to believe in. But I believed. I had seen her. And I swore to myself, as the storm inside me raged, that I would find her again.
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