his love for me

Questions and Promises

I was in am awe for his behavior.He could kill that bull but he didn't. He pacified him and let him go. Was he really this much gentle or kind? The more i tried to think less about him, the more i got attracted towards him. I was sitting on the fur like carpet. There was other furniture to sit but when i am extremely confused or need to grapple then i sit on ground. I don't know why but it seems more relaxing. I was grappling that what captivates me towards him. My head was on my knees and when i opened my eyes i saw two black pillars,wait!these pillars weren't in centre of room a few minutes ago. Then realization hit me. I was so lost in my thoughts that i didn't realize when subject of thoughts came and stood in front of me. I was looking at him. I wanted to ask him so many questions: what are you? Are you really this much kind or this is just a deception? I have seen girls here,they are seriously crazy for you then why are tolerating my tantrums? this world is full of miracles and mysteries and i am odd one out, why can't you go and find a better match for you? There were myriad questions dancing in my head but my tongue wasn't cooperating with me today. What an irony! I don't know how much time passed while looking in his eyes and thinking all those questions. He didn't move and didn't even blink. He was standing there like he was listening and understanding my every single thought. This overthinking exhausted him and i put my head in my lap again. He sat on furs and moved his hand over my head. He was trying to calm me down like he understood my self-concocted misery and complexes. "Are you tired?You look pale and gloomy."He asked me, I gave him a tired look and stood up," well my beloved wife should have asked me this question",He said with an affectionate smile. Why is he showing concern."Ok sweetheart, your two days here are over and now i can drop you home" ,my feet froze for a moment and then i turned in a dramatic style. "you aren't joking, right? because if you are then your beautiful face will have scratches all over it",i said in a cheering voice, gone was that negativity and frustration. He leaned a little, held my hand ,put it on his face and said, "i am not joking but if you want to scratch, my whole body is yours and you are free to do whatever you want to any part of it", and i shivered. Why is he so romantic? How can he make me blush within two seconds. "I , I n-need to to change", i stuttered. I am a mature girl,not a teenager, why was i reacting this way. I went inside the room and face palmed myself. I leaned against door to get my normal breathing speed.

                            ~~~ Jayce's point of view~~~

That fight debilitated me. I entered and saw my love sitting on carpet, i got afraid for a moment that why is she sitting there? I went close and she opened her eyes and our eyes met. I can read anyone's thoughts by just looking in her eyes. I could do that even if i didn't possess this ability because her eyes are so clear that those lead me to her soul and heart. She had so many questions. She was thinking that whether i was kind or it was just an illusion. I wanted to say that i am not kind because sometimes your kindness can put you in danger but if she was referring to bull ,what was his fault? That bull was there for a fight, why would i kill that? 

Yes, girls are crazy for me, so what? I am not crazy for them. I have my heart for only one person, that person is you. Why do i bear your tantrums? first of all, those are not tantrums. Those are the acts of a girl who doesn't want anyone to see through her soul. Why do i bear those? because love means accepting all the pros and cones of a person. She asked me to find a better match

 I wish she could see herself with my eyes. No girl can be a better match for me. I adored everything in her. Why she considered herself so inferior? Whatever the reason is, once i defeat Sheldon them my whole attention would be for my princess and she would understand how much precious for me.