Forbidd3n

Tornado

The next morning, everybody was antsy waiting for the buses to be cleaned up and packed , we were going to a rival school for some competitions and some of the seniors had planned a party that everybody waited to see how it'd turn out .I booked two window seats for me and vivoh , because I knew she loved watching nature as she travelled , by now I had forsaken my friends for her , good thing they understood what I felt and they had no problem with it .great friends those ones , I still treasure them to date .

it wasn't much of a long journey as expected and after a few minutes we were there, the first thing after people had alighted from the busses were attacking food stores and packing up every junk food that wasn't available to us when we were at school.I got Vivoh some of her favourite ice cream flavors and chocolate.I was gonna take care of my gem.

we strolled inside the compound watching different players shine their way in their games.we were both supposed to play the next day so we were both free .we shared stories and planned a future , if there were any to begin with and in that process that's when Gracie came calling that some of the seniors had already started off the party.

we headed towards the hall where they had planned the whole thing and took our solo cups with unknown liquid inside, chugging it as it burned our stomachs but everybody was craving the drunken mishaps so here we were . Having fun and laughing at everything after few minutes the team from our rival school came in wearing their team uniform all of them looking good and someone caught my girl's attention.I noticed it and I was little bit frustrated.There were so many schools there so in the process of interacting with other people I got separated from her.Am easy going with people so when I saw her talking to another girl , I didn't mind I just continued with other conversations and let her be .

Alexis one of the seniors planned a truth or dare game and called upon everyone intrested in the hall to come and join the others .I was about to walk out when I saw Vivoh joining the group and knew either way I had to stay for her,i saw the girl she was talking to holding her hand and I was frustrated and jealous.I asked one of her friends her name and it's Vanessa.She was cute, good looking and honestly they looked good together at that moment.So many thoughts in my head wondering what to do and not show that am jealous seeing that.I thought of interpreting their conversation but then I wanted her to have fun at her fullest before going back to our school.I tried to convince myself that nothing is going on there.My heart was bleeding seeing her laugh with Vanessa and hold her hand and also her hair. Obvious something was going on.I couldn't let my mind, heart and soul say something else beside nothing is happening between her and the new girl and she is just having fun.

The crowd noticed them and that lthey were sexually attracted to each other.Alexis was also not left behind in noticing the tension so dragged them to the truth or dare table.At this point I was completely shattered.Not knowing what to do just holding Gracie's hand very tight.Everybody was concentrating at the table waiting for vivoh's and Vanessa's part.maybe it was just me but i waited for that part.Everyone was laughing expect for me because I didn't see anything funny until I saw Vanessa.The bottle was spinned and FINALLY!!!! the long awaited moment was here.Vivoh dared her to tell everybody anything about herself.The audacity that lady saying that she is the most charming person in the room and she was falling for her.Vivoh the whole time was just blushing and I couldn't take it anymore.I had distracted everyone by telling the principle was coming to pull vivoh away and talk to her what she was doing.

“what are you doing?" I asked tears brimming at the edges of my eyes, maybe I was overreacting, but I wasn't gonna stand and act like the whole thing hadn't hurt me , I was not going to invalidate my feelings , I was going to tell her how I felt about the situation and if she thought it was minor and I was well, limiting her freedom, I would keep my distance.

“it was nothing, why are you acting like this" she replied , her hand on her hip , a sly smile playing lazily on her lips. there was nothing major happening, I did not do anything with her , I don't know why you are behaving like this she added then walked away leaving me alone .well technically I was sorrounded by people watching the whole drama but never have I ever felt that alone .

a tear ran freely in my cheek but I was quick to wipe it away, I was not going to cry and show my moment to everyone , yes I loved her but how she acted showed that she did not give two shits about me , and I was done giving everything away for nothing . maybe I was a little being extra but if it's what I felt I was going to acknowledge it and not hide myself away, pretend I'm happy while I'm bleeding dry on the inside .

I called Gracie, who worriedly asked If I was okay, maybe this were the people that really mattered, you know the saying that says , we lose diamonds searching for stones , well I was consoling myself with that, maybe I needed to be there more for my friends and forsake what was hurting me .

but maybe I'd wake the next day and change my mind , there's no line between love and insanity, I noticed .you make unrealistic decisions and become the worst version of yourself when you are in love .

authors note

I apologize for the delay of updates , I have exams but when they do end or even in between u'll get two or three chapters on a daily , bear with me