Chapter 3: The Reckoning

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Adewunmi The shower was scalding, exactly how Adewunmi needed it. She stood under the spray until her skin turned pink, washing away eighteen hours of blood, sweat, and the ghost sensation of strong hands steadying her elbows. Stop it. She didn't have time for this—for replaying a five-minute conversation with a stranger who probably flirted with every woman he met. Men like that, with money and looks and that easy confidence, they collected women like her mother collected ankara fabric. Beautiful, temporary, forgotten. She turned off the water and wrapped herself in the threadbare towel that had followed her from Lagos. Her apartment was small—a studio in Pilsen that cost more than her parents' entire house payment back home, with a Murphy bed and a kitchenette that could barely fit two people. But it was hers, earned with her own merit, her own impossible test scores and grueling interviews. Her phone buzzed from the bathroom counter. Folake, calling on w******p despite the time difference. It would be early afternoon in London. "Babe, I saw your message," Folake's voice came through before Adewunmi could even say hello. "Eighteen-hour shift? These people are trying to kill you." "It's residency. Everyone suffers." Adewunmi switched to speakerphone, starting her post-shift ritual: cocoa butter on every inch of skin, shea butter on her hair, the self-care her mother had drilled into her since childhood. No matter how tired, Wunmi. You still have to take care of yourself. "Suffer for what? So you can make them rich while they work you like—" "Please, not today. I'm too tired for your anti-capitalist rants." "It's not anti-capitalist to say you deserve to sleep!" But Folake's voice softened. "How are you really? And don't say fine." Adewunmi sighed, sitting on the edge of her bed. "We lost someone tonight. A kid, seventeen. Came in with a GSW—gunshot wound—to the abdomen. We did everything right, Folake. Everything. But there was too much damage, and he just... slipped away." Silence on the other end, the kind only best friends could hold. Folake knew when to be loud and when to be quiet. "His mother screamed," Adewunmi continued, her voice barely above a whisper. "This sound I've never heard before. Like something broke inside her that can never be fixed." She closed her eyes, but the image was still there—the woman collapsing against the hospital wall, her son's blood still on Adewunmi's gloves. "And I had to go to the next case. Just move on like it was nothing." "It wasn't nothing." "No. But I can't—" She stopped, swallowed. "I can't fall apart every time. If I do, I'm useless. And if I'm useless, I should have stayed in Lagos." "Wunmi—" "I know. I know what you're going to say. That I'm being too hard on myself, that I'm human, that I'm allowed to feel." She stood, restless energy suddenly flooding her exhausted body. "But feeling doesn't save lives. Skill does. Focus does. And I need to be better." "You're already brilliant." "Brilliant isn't enough." She moved to her tiny kitchen, filling the kettle for tea. "There are a hundred brilliant residents in this program. I have to be exceptional." "Because you're the only Black woman in your cohort?" "Because I'm the only African immigrant in my cohort. Because when I make a mistake, it's not just me—it's every African doctor they'll ever meet." The words came out harder than she intended. "You know how it works. You're living it in London." Folake hummed agreement. As a Nigerian architect in a predominantly white firm, she understood the weight of representation, the exhaustion of being exceptional just to be considered equal. "So," Folake said, clearly deciding a subject change was needed, "tell me something good. Anything good happen in the last eighteen hours?" Adewunmi thought about lying. But this was Folake, who'd known her since their university days in Lagos, who'd been there for every heartbreak and triumph. "I met someone." The squeal that came through the phone was so loud Adewunmi had to hold it away from her ear. "You met someone? As in a man someone? Tell me everything immediately!" "It was nothing. We literally crashed into each other at the coffee shop. He spilled his coffee on me, we talked for maybe five minutes, and I left." "And?" "And what?" "Did you get his number? Did he get yours? What does he look like? What's his name?" "Nicholas. No numbers exchanged. And he was..." She paused, trying to find words that wouldn't make Folake explode again. "Attractive." "Attractive how? Like normal attractive or like 'Jesus take the wheel' attractive?" Despite everything—the exhaustion, the grief still sitting heavy in her chest, the general overwhelming nature of her life—Adewunmi laughed. "Somewhere in between." "I need more than that. Height? Build? Face situation?" "Tall. Six-two, maybe six-three. Broad shoulders. Dark hair, blue eyes. Clean-shaven except for some stubble. Wore a suit at six in the morning, which is either impressive or concerning." "Rich?" "Definitely." She thought about the watch, the casual fifty-dollar tip. "Family business, he said. Import-export." "Hmm." Folake's tone shifted, and Adewunmi could practically hear her friend's mind working. "Did you get a last name?" "No. Why?" "Because I'm about to do what I do best. Describe him again, and tell me exactly where this coffee shop is." "Folake, no—" "Folake, yes. You know I'm going to find him anyway. I'm very good at my job." Her "job" being an architect by day and an amateur internet detective by night. Folake had once tracked down a man who'd scammed her cousin using only a blurry photo and a fake email address. It had taken her less than twelve hours. "This is creepy," Adewunmi protested, even as she gave her the information. "This is safety. You're in a foreign country, alone. Someone needs to make sure this man is who he says he is." Keys clicking in the background. "Sacred Grounds on West Madison. And you said his name is Nicholas?" "This is ridiculous. I'm probably never going to see him again." "Do you want to see him again?" The question caught her off guard. Did she? He was attractive, yes. Charming, certainly. But more than that—there had been something in the way he looked at her. Like she was interesting, not just pretty. Like he actually cared what she had to say. Dangerous thinking, Wunmi. "I don't have time for dating," she said finally. "That's not what I asked." The kettle whistled, saving her from answering. She made her tea—strong black tea with milk and sugar, the way her mother made it—and carried it to her bed. Through the window, she could see Chicago waking up properly now, the sun struggling through gray clouds. "I should sleep," she said. "You should. But first—send me a photo of this coffee shop. And Wunmi?" "Hmm?" "If he shows up there again, and you run into him again, maybe get his number. Life is too short to only work." After they hung up, Adewunmi lay in her bed, tea cooling on the nightstand, and stared at the ceiling. Her mother would have opinions about Nicholas—about any man who approached her daughter in a coffee shop. What does he want? What is his family like? Has he seen your father? The traditional questions, the proper order of things. Meet through family, courtship with chaperones, intentions declared from the beginning. That was how it was done in Lagos, in her mother's world. But she wasn't in Lagos anymore. Her phone buzzed. Bolu, her younger sister, in the family group chat: Cousin Temi's fiancé's family is demanding she quit her job after the wedding. Can you imagine? Her mother's response came quickly: This is traditional. A woman should focus on her home. Adewunmi typed and deleted three responses before settling on: Temi should do what makes her happy. Her mother's reply was almost instant: Happiness comes from duty, Adewunmi. You would understand this if you were not so far away. She put the phone face-down and closed her eyes. The guilt was familiar, a constant companion since she'd left Nigeria. Her mother supported her career, was proud of her accomplishments, but there was always the undercurrent of disappointment. When will you marry? When will you give me grandchildren? When will you come home? Questions she didn't have answers to. Questions she'd been avoiding by putting an ocean between herself and expectation. Sleep, when it finally came, was restless. She dreamed of the OR, of the boy who'd died, of his mother's screams. But then the dream shifted, and she was in the coffee shop again, and Nicholas was there, but this time when he reached for her, his hands came away stained with blood. She woke with a gasp, heart pounding, sheets twisted around her legs. The room was dark—she'd slept longer than intended. Her phone showed 3 PM. In three hours, she needed to be back at the hospital. Wonderful. She dragged herself up, splashed water on her face, tried to shake off the dream's residue. Her phone showed missed calls from the hospital—probably about scheduling—and a text from Folake: Found him. Call me when you wake up. And babe... we need to talk. Adewunmi's stomach dropped. That tone—even in text form—meant Folake had found something. Something bad. She called back immediately. Folake answered on the first ring. "Okay, don't freak out—" "That's literally the worst way to start a conversation." "I'm serious. Just listen." A pause. "Your coffee shop man? Nicholas? I think I found him. Nicholas Savey. S-A-V-E-Y." "Okay?" Adewunmi waited for the other shoe to drop. "He's... well, he's kind of famous. In Chicago. His family is—" Another pause, longer this time. "Wunmi, they're connected. Like, capital-C Connected. The Savey family has been linked to organized crime for decades." The words didn't process at first. Organized crime. Mafia. Things that happened in movies, not in real life. Certainly not in coffee shops at six in the morning. "That's... you must have the wrong person." "I'm sending you links. His father died two years ago—Thomas Savey. There were rumors it wasn't natural, but nothing was ever proven. Nicholas took over the family businesses—plural, because they have their hands in everything. Real estate, construction, restaurants. But there are other businesses too. Ones that aren't in the official paperwork." Adewunmi sat down heavily on her bed as the links came through. Photos of Nicholas at charity galas, ribbon-cutting ceremonies, society events. Always in a suit, always with that same composed expression. But there were other photos too—crime scene photos with the Savey name mentioned, FBI investigations, whispered connections to drugs and violence. "This is insane," she whispered. "I know. But Wunmi, I'm not done. He was engaged. To a woman named Caroline Marchetti—another connected family. He broke it off about eighteen months ago, which apparently caused a huge scandal in their world." "Their world." She laughed, but there was no humor in it. "As if there's some alternate universe where this is normal." "In Chicago, it kind of is. These families, they're institutions. And the Saveys are one of the biggest." Adewunmi looked at the photos again. Nicholas at a construction site, shaking hands with a mayor. Nicholas at a funeral—his father's, probably—his face blank and distant. Nicholas at a restaurant opening, surrounded by men in expensive suits who all had that same dangerous edge. "I can't—" She stopped, overwhelmed. "I talked to him for five minutes. Five minutes, Folake. And now you're telling me he's some kind of criminal?" "I'm telling you to be careful. That's all. If he contacts you again—" "He won't. He doesn't have my number. He doesn't even know my last name." "Just promise me. If he shows up again, if you see him—" "I'll be careful." She ended the call, needing silence, needing to think. But thinking was impossible because all she could see was his face. The way he'd steadied her. The genuine apology. The careful way he'd said her name, like it mattered. Import-export, he'd said. Boring corporate stuff. Lies, then. Or misdirection. But why? What did a mafia boss—because that's what he was, apparently, a literal mafia boss—want with an exhausted surgical resident from Nigeria? Her alarm went off, pulling her from the spiral. Time to get ready for her shift. Time to push this into the box labeled "Problems for Later" and focus on what mattered: medicine, patients, survival. She dressed in fresh scrubs, pulled her hair into a neat bun, looked at herself in the mirror. The same face she'd had this morning, but somehow everything felt different. The world had tilted slightly, showing her shadows she hadn't known existed. Just follow the rules, she'd told herself when she arrived in Chicago. Follow the rules and you'll be fine. But what were the rules when someone like Nicholas Savey walked into your life? What was the protocol for attraction that came with a side of federal investigation? She didn't know. And that terrified her more than any surgery, any emergency, any impossible case. Because at least in the OR, she understood the anatomy. She knew what was supposed to be there and what wasn't. But this? This was uncharted territory. And Adewunmi Adeleke had built her entire life on preparation, on knowing exactly what to expect. Nicholas Savey was the opposite of everything she'd prepared for. And despite everything Folake had told her, despite every logical reason to stay away, part of her—the part that had said maybe in the coffee shop—still wanted to see him again. Ode, she thought. You're such a fool.
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