ELAINA
two days later...
I wake with a start. f**k. Another bad dream.
The dreams have never stopped. I had to live through everything with Brent and now I'm stuck dreaming about it. I don't want to remember.
God, that dream was so vivid. It felt like he was touching me again and my skin crawls with the after-effects. Gagging, I take a few deep breaths to try and calm my nerves.
It always felt wrong each time. I didn't know it was immoral until I got older and saw how my friends' parents interacted with them. Their parents treated them completely differently than what I was used to. I think back to when I started to question things.
I was thirteen and staying the night at my girlfriend's house. I had never been allowed to stay away but Brent and Paige went out of town. I got to stay
