ELAINA
My mind won't stop reeling. The alcohol has pretty much worn off. I don't think I would've let Viktor go that far if I had been completely sober. I wouldn't change it for anything though. It was time and I'm glad out of everyone, it was him. I feel myself falling a little more for Viktor each time I see him. Now, this happens and I know I'm going to be completely infatuated with him. Isn't that what normal girls do with the guy they lose their virginity to?
I can't believe I told him about Brent. I've never admitted that to anyone but with everything happening it just came pouring out. Surprisingly, I feel better now that I've got it out. It seems like any barrier I believed I held, eventually comes crashing down with him. Does it make me a horrible person that I don't feel an oun
