I'm a realist but Owen has brought out the dreamer in me.
Every time I end a contract I'd follow my very own guideline of How To Cope A Heartbreak in Less Than A Week. Because believe it or not, after spending 12 weeks with every one of them, doesn't matter if they aren't that appealing be it looks or attitude, I'm human. I released those oxytocin hormone, the love hormone everybody talks about, I got those when we had s*x or did little things that in a way or another, I somehow fell for them.
The guideline is so perfect that I would always able to function like a normal Estelle Evans again in less than a week.
That's why I don't get it. I don't understand why I'm still hung up over that particular gay man. Why, after following the check list, through and through, I still can't get over
