Anika's pov Everything turned out really badly for me. My life was automatically over. I knew I had lost Xander for sure to that Samantha girl. As much as it hurt me to say, I couldn't beat myself over what I had no control over. It was obvious that he didn't even love me for any reason. A sigh formed on my lips, and I tried so hard to think of what to do in other to forget the incident i decided to do something to cool my nerves down. "What do I do now?" I pondered. Even when I had the idea that I wanted to actually do something, I was still confused on what I wanted to do. A sigh left my lips, and I was worried about the way everything was. I decided to take a trip. "Yes a vacation. That's all I need. That's all I need to actually clear my head. At this point, I was more than teste

