Slave or Queen

Episode 11 - It's Monday

                Today is Monday.. It's my happiest day as this is the day I can go home and spend time with my mother. I woke up early in the morning and slowly started to get ready. It was difficult to walk and wash myself since I have wounded and burnt. Anyhow I managed to wash myself and came out looking for a comfortable dress. Same time I am worried about how can I explain to my mother about these injuries. She will get panic. She always get really worried when I get sick. I found loose long skirt and pink shirt. Skirt was not much difficult to wear but shirt was not easy. Most difficult part put buttons as one hand was bandaged. While I was trying to fix it, I heard door was open. I got nervous as Olga never come inside without knocking the door so I didn't turn around and stay as freeze. 

 "Are you planning to go home? .."Master Hanson raised his question.

"Yes, I am getting ready".. I answered.

"How can you go home in this status? .. What are you going to tell your mother? I am sure you must have not told her about actual job.." He went on as usual. I felt happy bit thinking that he cares about me. I am scared for his attitude but same time I have some sort of happy feeling around him as well. 

"Yes, my mother doesn't know. I told her I am working in marketing department in Hanson group and I stay in staff accommodation... but “Before I complete my answer, I felt he is behind me and suddenly he turned me around to his side. I was shocked and nervous. I closed my chest from hands as my shirt buttons were not on. 

He looked at me for a while, remove my hands and started put my buttons on. I tried to avoid him but my actions were not strong enough to reject him. 

"You better not go today in this condition and tomorrow you have to meet grand ma as well. So you need to rest... Call your mother and tell that you will come on next Sunday so you will get 2 days to stay with her.... "He complete fixing my shirt along with completing his sentences and turn back and went. 

I was so mad and annoying. He doesn't even want to know my concern. What he thinks about me? I am furious. I have been independent person and even at home my mother and I discuss matters and we concern about each other’s opinion. 

I sat on sofa and call my mother to tell that I will not able to come today due to work load. It was almost 01 hour conversation and she was worried as soon as I said not coming and I had to spend almost one hour to make up her mind.  

Until afternoon I stayed in the room. Olga brought breakfast to my room. I thought to go out from room in the afternoon as I was feeling suffocating inside room. I went out from room and just walked around inside house. Actually speaking still I have not explore this house properly. Olga said most of the rooms are empty since only few of us staying in the house. I move around checking areas. At last I ended up next corner of the house and there was door open so I went inside. As soon as I entered, I was stunned, it is a room but not just normal room, very large and luxurious room. Huge space and it has been separated by interior arrangements which consist living area, TV area and sleeping area. There was no partitions to separate each area but the it has been divided using interior skills. I walked inside and entire room is neat and clean. I felt like no one is living so I comfortably went inside to check. I moved around admiring the place and walked in to wardrobe area. I heard door closing sound and I got panicked. I hide inside one of the wardrobe. 

After sometimes I sensed someone came inside wardrobe area and I looked out in between door corners. I saw Master Hanson removing clothes. I was shocked and closed my face. I am dead worried whether he will see me. I continuously hid in same place even though I felt suffocating. 

 Suddenly I woke up to see that I was on bed but not familiar. Its bit dark room and cannot see properly. It took bit time to adjust my eyes then I realize that I was in same room which I went in the afternoon. And I felt somebody is hugging me from my back. It made me so scared and without even thinking I screamed and try to get up. 

"What the hell?"... I heard his voice. Yes, it’s Master Hanson. 

"What's wrong?" He asked me without releasing me. I was shocked and felt numb in my body. 

"I.. I.. I want to go.." I gathered my words. I really want to run to my room.

"No..." He replied in one word and hold me more tightly. It made me angry. I tried to push him away but Master Hanson was stronger than I thought. 

"Let me go.." I screamed and hit him from my hand but it made me more painful because of my burnt wounds. I scream with pain. 

"Stop it.." He shout back at me and came top of my body. I was scared and felt helpless but still I didn't want to give up. I used my hands to hit him even though it painful. He grabbed my hands and pinned it above my head. I felt very awkward. My eyes filled up with tears and start rolling down through my cheeks. He waited few minutes looking at me and then slowly removed his hands and moved out from my body but sat next to me. 

"You were fallen sleep in my wardrobe so I kept you on bed. And I was tired so slept next to you. It's you who came to my room and now you acting like I am making trouble to you.." He said in harsh voice. 

"I am sorry... I was just walking around and came to this room. I heard someone closing door so I got scared hid myself. I felt suffocated and didn't know what time my eyes got closed. I am sorry... please forgive me..." I said while crying as I felt so miserable.  

"Stop crying.." Master Hanson said it in stern voice while wiping my tears. I couldn't bear my emotions, I suddenly hugged him and cried. I hid my face in his neck and cried. I don't know why I felt so down. It could be I am in pain with burnt wounds and away from mother and this weird job. Everything made me so stressful. He let me to cry and didn't move out. He kept on patting my back. 

After sometime I stopped crying and he softly said, "Tania, go and wash your face and have your lunch.."

I waited for a moment and got up. "I am sorry".. I said and walked back to my room fastest possible speed without waiting to hear from him.