Fixed Scars

[3] goodbye

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I was pulled into my family bathroom and pressed ageist the door, I looked up confused and saw Tyler's luscious eyes, he frowned and sighed, I was about to ask what was wrong but he silenced me. Looking at the floor he mumbled "I think we should stop what we have going on, shay, were siblings and I could go to jail for 

this, I'm sorry but I don't like you the way you feel about me and I don't wanna be with you in general..." , I froze as my mouth was wide open, I was speechless, Tyler pushed past me and exited the family bathroom, closing the door behind him. I sunk down and sat on the floor, my hands over my knees as I did so, I felt the 

tears coming and a weep came out. I slapped a hand over my mouth as my eyes watered daring to come out, a tear slipped from my left eye as I sat there wondering why. Why did he do this, why, just, why... I stood up and went to the sink, I started the bath-tub and clogged the drainage, I then opened the cabinet droar and 

took out the razor that was in it. I then closed the droar and walked over to the bath-tub, I unbuttoned my t-shirt and took it off, then my shorts and then my boxers, until I was fully nude. I put my right foot in the bath and then my left, I sunk in the bath tub and held the razor in my hand, my hands shaking violently as i brung 

the razor to my left arm, I started crying more, I sniffled and rubbed my face with my right hand. I pressed the razore down onto my skin and slit it all the way the my forearm, I heard a knock at the door but just kept weeping, I was lost in my own thoughts. I then picked the razor up from my skin and looked at my arm as it

 bleed, the blood seeping down the tub rim and onto the floor. I took the razor in my left hand as the water started turning a pink color, slowly seeping to red, I pressed the razor on my right arm and did the same thing as I did to my left, I then dropped the razor and I heard the pounding on the door get louder,  I heard the 

asshole or well Tyler scream at me to open the damn door. I just smiled sadly and looked as my arms seeped tons of blood into the bath, I then turnt the fosat to the bath off. And looked down at the water, it was a percing dark red, i then looked up and muttered "goodbye" before slowly sinking into the bloody waters as my family screamed my name.