Lana's drive home was sobering. She was good at putting things together but when she was with Levi she honestly didn't want any of it to be true. There was an emptiness that she felt even when they were together. She chose to ignore it. She could have filled that emptiness with Tommy but she wanted to be the perfect girlfriend. When Lana pulled up to her estate, she could barely see. She was still working on getting past all of the surprises and all of the hurt she felt when he died. She felt Marcy's pain too. Lana tried to never leave Levi's side and the whole time he probably wished Marcy was there holding his hand, comforting him. She had to watch her husband die from the bleachers.
Enid held Lana's arm and cried with her. She didn't even know why Lana was crying. All she kne
