On the flight back, Lana laid dormant in her thoughts. Being loved was new to her and she seemed to be failing royally. In her head, life was just some evil game that she had to maneuver, if she survived until she died of natural causes then she won. Lana sighed and struggled to contain her tears. She wanted to get home and hide under her covers. When she really thought about it, "What makes me so desirable that Tommy would give up his life of fast cars and women?" Lana sat back in her chair and covered her eyes with a satin eye cover. Every now and again her lips quivered.She felt her strength waiver in the darkness. But she refused to open her eyes. "This can't be real. This can't be real." She repeated to herself as she drifted off to sleep. The pilot soon came over the intercom and

