I have been avoiding this moment for as long as I could and now that I have to this **SIGH** I do not think I can bring myself to do it.
After Ronnie shared her vision with us, I have finally convinced myself that the answer to all of my questions are in my memories, but going to any memory outside of the memory of the day my parents die is simply putting myself through a lot of pain, because I go back to memories where, even with all this problems, we were a big happy family.
Where we were innocent enough to believe we were safe.
**SIGH**
I do not think so can bring myself to that.
But still, not knowing, not getting the answers to all of our questions simply places Michael, Dave, and Kyle in danger, and as they want me safe, I want them safe, so I have to do this.
—“One”— Mommy sta
