I fall on my knees as I cry. —“Blaze”—Dad calls. I simply turn away. —“Daddy”—I cry. I frown as I turn around. —“Are you okay?”— Dad asks as he picks 4 year old me up. —“I fell and I...”— I cry, Dad gently hugs me. —“Is okay, my little fire cracker, I am here”— Dad says as he gently taps on my back. I sigh as I turn around. Of course, because this is what I need right now, to be reminded is that I barely have any living relatives for me to be killing them. I feel gently tap on my back, I frown as I turn around. —“Is okay, my little fire cracker, I am here”— Dad says as he opens his arms. I hug him as I cry. —“Is okay, my little fire, everything will be okay”— Dad says as he hugs me. —“I...”— I cry —“I know, is okay”— Dad says. —“I did not wanted too”— I cry. —“Sometimes we

