9: staying away
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Rudra's pov
I still feel like running back to my little one but I can’t I had said her that I will not bother her I feel stupid to even think about leaving but I can do nothing about it now but I also feel hurt that she doesn’t stop me did she hate me that much no. I should stop thinking about it she doesn’t hate me we both were furies that’s the matter but what will I do now it feels like we officially break up so I know when we became a thing I will not dare to break up with her it feels like s**t but only if we talk. Damn this girl had me wrap around her little finger “I still remember when I first saw her walking in at the college for counselling. see was wearing black flowing skirt reaching her knees a black lace top and cute wedge with her dark brown hair in a high pony and her front bangs reaching just above her eyebrows her soft flawless typical Indian light brown colour skin her high cheekbone with cubby chick and plump kissable lips she wears preaching on her ears and her nose ring, she stands on nearly 5’6 perfect for my 6’2 feet height. She gives the aura of confidence and power and looks on her face clearly state ‘don’t mess with me’ but I want to mess as she walks toward the class everyone clears her way completely aware of my gaze on. See everybody notice my gaze she clearly had a ‘do hell with your attention’ attitude on she is ignoring everyone’s attention and a firm aye on her path but I am getting annoyed with the look on every jerk’s face but had to maintain their calm and give them glare they get the threat they know better than messing with their future king and I am best of my kind.” I snap out my train of thought my mood is worse today and everyone know not to approach me to their own sake but I don’t tell this to my group “hey RD what’s wrong” Varon ask, they know very well “I am not in a mood to talk and you already know what’s wrong” I said and walk to my class I miss messing with her making excuses to touch her and everything about her classes fly and it’s time to launch when I enter the launch hall everyone was already on their seat in our table but my eyes only land on my little angel she is wearing neon top and black jeans she wears lots of black and dramatic colour but she looks breathtaking I can she will look like angel for me even in baggy clothes I can’t help I am wiped and messed as I remind myself. to my disappointment, she is not in her usual seat beside me instead she is between Aaron and Rayan I entered the hall and everyone go silent I set casually and glace at kiyara she is eating like nothing happen when she looks up for the reason she meets my eyes and I give her a small smile but she ignore me and go back to eating like everyone else “what’s going on big bro you are like ticking bomb today ready to burst any moment and everyone can see not to mess with you today” my lovely baby bro ask innocently like he know nothing “nothing happen baby bro” I said brushing him off everyone turn to kiyara and like sensing their gaze she left her head “don’t have anything better to do??” she snapped and everyone quickly go back to their launch like if they have waited even a second more they would have died. They fear her more than me, well she gives off that danger aura sometime can’t blame them in time everyone went back to their cheery self-taking laughing even kiyara she look fine like nothing is missing like she feel nothing about it I know she can control emotion on her face very well but not once it slip and look at me my mask has broken into pieces that anger me more I stand up and walk out, I can’t keep doing it the day went off in a blur.
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Kiyara’s pov
Few days have gone and rudera is becoming more short temper day-by-day he is all grumpy. No one dares to even look at him all are afraid that God knows what will make him anger and he will beat the s**t out of them well I am not just saying he really beat the s**t out of some boys for god know what . and I am feeling bad but I had to mask my emotion very well I know it’s difficult for him and if I will know him pain he will lose it I know so I had to keep up with for his sake I was walking in the hallway when a nerd boy bumps into rudera, oh my god!! Another innocent boy I jog to them and help him up rudera was going to snap at him but I held my hand out to gesture him to stop and everyone’s head snaps toward me “stop it rudera stop being a jerk, I know you are better than that. Get over the thing bothering you how long you are going to be like this” I said firmly by now the nerd boy is nowhere in my sight well good for him “I can see it’s too simple for you but unlike you I feel emotions and I can’t control them” he said greeting his teeth “rudera look you are making a big deal out of it, there’s nothing you should be sulking for. Move on” I said trying to get this over “it’s easy for you but it’s nothing for me, leave it you think of it like a game so it doesn’t matter” he said and stomped out god what he thinks I am a f**cking machine I also have feeling but I think I hurt him big time I had to do something about it. But I don’t know what to do.
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