The moon creature

10: Chubby dog

Kiyara pov

I was thinking about tomorrows incident when I dump into someone I was going to snap when I see its buddy oh god rudera had a bad influence on me “hey you are not looking good, something bothering you” buddy asked cornered I tell him about it “I don’t know what to do buddy” I said totally defeated “you know my big bro can be pain in a*s but he really feel for you, everyone can see but I guess you are ignoring the fact purposely or you are really naive” buddy said “I know buddy it’s hard not to notice ok but why would he feel for me he don’t even know me back than” I ask curiously “do you believe in love at first sight, I believe” he said “I don’t believe you had to know each other very well to fall in love you know and don’t you think love is a pretty big word to use” I said “ok if you think you like at first sight” he correct himself “its attraction buddy, I can’t believe the schools playboy is talking about it” I tease him “how come can’t I have a heart and I have left the playboy thing I am more mature now I had come to know that people like to be in a relation with mature guys” he said puffing his chest out “ohh tell me boy who caught your eye? And why didn’t you told me? Did I know who is that lucky person?” I ask him excitedly trying to avoiding using her because I have a guess and he is not a girl “what!! How….who” buddy look dumb struck I can understand but I can read him very well “come on boy you are open book for me” I said “really how easily you can read me and I don’t know we are series or not so I will tell when I confirm it don’t want you at anyone back daring them to reject me, I know you are damn protective about me” he said “you know you can’t keep secrets from me I know when you are not telling me something important sometimes it hurts but I know not to pressure you” I said clearly indicating my double meaning buddy stiff “you know I would tell you everything if it’s in my power there are many thing we can’t control” he said getting my meaning whatever this secret they all are hiding from me is surely something important when even buddy is not telling me “I trust you buddy, I know you will tell me when time come” I give him a reassuring smile he smiles back “let get back to your topic, you should talk to rudera or patch things up at least” he said “hm… you are right” I said “so I will see you later” I added walk away to find Rudra I go to his locker but he was not there I find few more places but can’t find him where the hell he is usually he would be out to hunt a prey to take out his anger but he is nowhere than I get it whenever rudera want to talk he would take me to the old music room which is now abundant so no go there and it has a good view of back garden. I get near the door of room and push it lightly to get a peak and hear sobbing sound and my heart stop but I held myself together and step in and walk toward a figure sitting at the balcony I know who he is but I don’t want to believe that he is crying like a little boy but my knees give out and slide on the floor when I see who is front of me Rudra the big bad boy everyone know him as was sitting their crying his eyes out like a little helpless boy and I feel like dying because I am the reason of his puffy, wet, red-eye and broken expression I am the reason he is hurt I feel my eyes watering “rude…..” I mutter helplessly I feel defeated to see him he was always the strong big man but now he is just messed all my fault. He looks at me surprised but it was gone in a second and replace with helplessness again he lean forward and hug me tight I can’t help but embrace him and cresses him |”kiya….” He blurts out between his sob I had never seen him that much broken oh god I feel horrible now “I am here babe, I am here for you” I move him closer “Kiya… I can’t do it, I can’t stay away from you. You don’t understand how it feels, Kiya… don’t leave me please don’t leave me I can’t do it I need you” he continues ramble but I held him tight against me and let it all out. After half an hour of cry and rambling his sob die down to hiccup than stop but he still don't budge from his position and I don’t complain because I also want him as much as I don’t want to accept he is grown on me “kiya I am sorry I shouldn’t had told you when I am angry I got out of control when I get angry” he said “no darling its ok I understand alright and I am also sorry for getting you at that position I really am and rude as much as you can’t live without me I can’t leave you I know I never confess but you really grow on me” I said rude doesn’t reply he just place a kiss on nape of my neck and place his head their sniffing like really he just sniff “rude did you just sniff me what are you a dog” I ask playfully to light the mood “do you like dogs” rude doesn’t budge but ask “yes I love chubby dogs” I said he left his head to face me arms still around me he pull me on his lap and I don’t refuse “than I am dog, your dog and you smell good smells like mine” he said playfully so my effort doesn’t go in Wien I smile and run my hand in his hairs I didn’t notice before for he light mate green eye tan skin well built like a swimmer he 6’1 nearly sculpted face dimple in both chicks full lips and pricing on one ear he is strong and have a kingly aura “do you only goanna stare at my eyes” he ask “I love your eye you know deep and one of my favorite color this shade of green is too difficult to find in a nail polish or in clothing you know I had search everywhere but can’t fine and you got it naturally” I pouted rude giggle “really that mean you really love my eye color, I am jealous of my eyes now” he said “oh you don’t have to jealous now” I giggle “than you can give me kiss an assurance kiss” he said perking his lips I smile and give him a long lingering kiss we spend some more time I miss my first class but got my second one and day goes by a blur.