kiyara’s POV
It’s been a week and I can handle my power now and I am getting alone pretty much good and my college is going good so far but today college is off and rude have called all of us for an important meeting. I am the last one to enter I take seat beside Rayan “so as everyone is here I want to start” rude said, he then turns to me with guilt and pain in his eyes but he is doing a good job hiding it from everyone but not from me I got the power of seeing the real emotion of anyone behind his façade “I am really sorry Kiya I didn’t do it intentionally and I want you to let me complete first then you can respond, y…you are my mate, at first I feel a pull toward you that I can’t understand you so I try to get but then when time passes the feeling became intense and I understand that I had changed the pull toward you in a bond, this happens when we dragons have felling for someone, when the felling become instance and the thing between two of us are pure moon goddess bless them with bonding them together. The same happens to us, we are lucky to have it that type of bonds are not usual nowadays because now people do arrange marriages for allies or power or just spend their life with someone. But I am lucky to get you and the felling of this get me out of control the night of the prom a …and I m…mark you that night you should have felt the pain next morning and because I had, then that I decided to tell you truth which I had plan of telling you in a special way but fate has other plans, so I told you the truth but then you start screaming in pain, I was very confuse and call Rayan he is the best healer so when he check you he broke a bad news to us than because you have high level of kayaru then dragons which is not possible for humans and very rare for dragon, you are a human but with higher level of kayaru which got power of turning when I mark you” he completes his speech and by the end I was in pure shock “th..That means I turn because you mark me and give my kayaru a turning power and you know this will happen?” I ask “no it never happen before with human mates of dragon they remain human but because of your high kayaru this special case occurs” he tries to defend himself but I am taking no s**t here how could he lose control and mark me without my permission in the first place how dare he “and what do you want now” I ask annoyed “I want you to choose, you can join my kingdom and be my mate rule beside me as our queen or you-you can l…leave me and leave as a lone dragon” he said and I know my choice very well I know I am falling for him but I will never be with someone who can’t control himself and had done this to me “I had told you and them before and I am repeating it again, I am with you whatever your decision will be you have me by your side” he said, now I understand the meaning of his word he had told me than the reason he is not getting along with rude I hug him and smile at everyone not looking at rude “I can’t be with someone who can’t control himself. Who had turned me and marked me without my permission, intentionally or not, I am clear with my choice I will leave you and be a lone dragon” I said and walk out before anyone can stop me. I was always good with my emotion and that way I can make a good decision and I know it’s the right decision, for now, I don’t know what future holds for me but the excuse that he loses control can’t earn him my forgiveness, he should learn to control himself before coming to me ever again.
I was in my room when I feel Rayan, I pick my phone call him to come straight to my room, the minute later door of my room open and Rayan come in and slide beside me under comforter and hug me tight, I round my arm around him pulling him toward me he can be more experienced but I am stronger then him emotionally “I know it’s hard for you to make your distance with Aaron and when Aaron will try his best to get you talk to him” I said he stiffen “ from how long you know this” he asked in a small voice “you two can’t hide it from me, honey,, I know you two better than you two know yourself” I said smiling “it will be hard for you too, I know you are strong emotionally but I also know that rudra will do everything in his power to get you back, he will turn the town upside down if he had to” he said and I only hmm because I know it very well “and let me tell you honestly he had tried to find anything to stop you from turning and he is guilty but he had made this mistake, he is the one who can’t control his dragon and you had to pay for his mistake so now he had to bare the punishment at least till he learn to control himself and learn his lesson” Rayan siad “I totally agree, you know sometimes I thought if your parents ever come to uttrakand or my parents had gone to your town” I ask “why” he asked confuse “aww, my baby is too naive, I mean we are like twins so anyone of that two situations should have happened, I am supporting the later” I said playfully, he giggles and hit my arm “you are too much sometimes, how I even handle you” he said “but you love me honey and I am too sure you can’t live without me” I said puffing my chest out and we both burst out laughing. We both don’t remember when sleeping takeover us between our mindless talking.