Knox's POV
The throne room had never felt smaller.
I stood at the base of the dais, my body still aching from Gretha's examinations, my chest burning where the shard pulsed like a second heartbeat. The council had gathered—Elder Marcus with his perpetual scowl, General Ronan with his hand resting on his sword, and a dozen other wolves whose eyes darted between me and the man standing at the top of the steps.
Theron Vance.
He wore his Alpha bearing like armor, shoulders square, chin lifted. But I saw the cracks. The way his jaw tightened when he looked at me. The way his fingers curled into fists at his sides.
Valerie stood between us, and the sight of her there caught in the middle of two Alphas made my wolf snarl with frustration.
"The pack chose Valerie as leader," Theron said, his voice carrying through the chamber. "Valerie chose me as her partner. Your absence was not our betrayal."
The words hit like a blade between my ribs. I felt Amidus surge forward, my vision sharpening, my eyes glowing gold with barely restrained fury. The shard in my chest flared, responding to the anger, and I forced myself to breathe.
"She is mine," I growled, the words scraping out of my throat like broken glass. "The Moon Goddess doesn't make mistakes."
Theron didn't flinch. "Neither does Valerie. And she has spent five years rebuilding what you left behind. You don't get to return and demand everything you lost."
Everything I lost.
As if I'd had a choice. As if I'd walked away willingly. The memories clawed at the edges of my mind—the silver chains, the Warden's voice, the endless darkness of the Hollow. I'd survived all of that, crawled through hell and back, and now this stranger stood in my throne room telling me I didn't deserve what was mine.
"I didn't demand to be taken." My voice was low, dangerous. "I didn't demand to be tortured for five years. But I demanded to survive. Every single day, I demanded to live so I could come back here. So I could see her again."
Valerie's breath hitched. I couldn't look at her, if I did, I'd break. I'd fall to my knees and beg her to understand, and that wasn't something I could do in front of the council.
"Then why did the bond go dark?"
Her question cut through the tension like a blade. I finally turned to look at her, and what I saw nearly destroyed me. Tears streamed down her cheeks, her silver hair catching the torchlight, her hands trembling at her sides.
I remembered the first time I'd seen her. An omega, overlooked and invisible, until the Moon Goddess chose her for me. She'd been terrified, convinced she wasn't worthy. I'd spent years proving to her that she was more than enough.
Now she stood before me, shattered by my absence, and I was the one who had to answer for the darkness.
"Valerie," I started, my voice cracking. "For five years, I refused to die. Not because I was strong. Not because I was brave. Because I could still feel you."
She shook her head, her tears falling faster. "The bond was silent. I felt nothing. I thought you were dead."
"I forced it to go dark." The words came out raw, torn from somewhere deep inside me. "To protect you. If the Warden had found our bond, he would have used you to break me."
The room went silent. Even the torches seemed to stop flickering.
Valerie's face went pale. "What do you mean, you forced it?"
I closed my eyes, and the memories surged forward. The Warden's face. His cold, cruel laughter. The way he'd dangled Valerie's name in front of me like a threat.
"Two years in," I said, forcing the words out. "He found out about you. He didn't know who you were, not yet. But he knew I had a mate. He knew the bond was still alive. And he told me... he told me he would find you. He would bring you to the Hollow. He would make me watch as he broke you the way he broke me."
Valerie made a small, wounded sound. I opened my eyes, and the sight of her grief nearly undid me.
"I couldn't let that happen," I continued, my voice barely a whisper. "So I... I pushed you away. Through the bond. I forced it dormant. I wrapped it in so much pain and fear that it went silent. I thought if he couldn't feel you, he couldn't find you. I thought I was protecting you."
"Knox..."
"You have to understand," I said, stepping closer, my hands reaching for her. "I wasn't trying to abandon you. I was trying to save you. Every night, every day, I held onto the memory of you. Your voice. Your laugh. The way your eyes crinkle when you're trying not to smile. I told myself that if I survived, I could explain everything. I could make it right. And now I'm here, and you're wearing a wedding dress for another man, and I don't know how to fix this. I don't know how to fix me."
Valerie's composure broke. She moved toward me, her hands reaching for my face. I flinched, not from her touch, but from the memory of pain, the Warden's hands, always cold, always cruel.
But she didn't stop. She cupped my scarred jaw, her thumbs brushing over the ruined skin. The bond screamed to life, bright and fierce, and the shard in my chest burned in response.
"Knox." Her voice was broken but certain. "I'm still here. I'm not going anywhere."
"I broke our bond," I said, the guilt suffocating. "I took the one thing we had and I destroyed it."
"To protect me." Her eyes searched mine. "You sacrificed your connection to the only person you loved to keep me safe. That's not betrayal, Knox. That's love. That's the bravest thing anyone has ever done for me."
I didn't deserve her. I didn't deserve the words she was saying or the hope in her eyes. But she was mine—my mate, my soulmate, the only reason I'd survived. And I would spend the rest of my life trying to prove I was worthy of her.
Theron cleared his throat. "I won't stand in the way of whatever this is. But I won't step aside without a formal challenge. Not for my pride. For the pack. They deserve to know their Alpha is strong enough to lead them, to protect them."
I turned to face him, my body trembling from exhaustion, but my will steeled. "Then challenge me. By pack law, I can reclaim my throne through combat. If I win, the throne is mine. If I lose, I'll walk away forever."
"Knox!" Valerie's voice was sharp with panic. "You can barely stand. The shard.."
"I don't have a choice." I met her eyes. "I'll fight for you. I'll fight for this pack. I'll fight until I have nothing left to give."
Theron looked between us, his expression unreadable. Then he nodded. "If Valerie supports your claim, I will accept the challenge. But if she refuses..."
"The challenge stands," I said quickly, before Valerie could speak. "I don't need her blessing. I need to protect her. And I will...no matter what it costs."
Valerie stepped between us, her hands out. "I won't watch either of you die for my sake. This isn't some prize to be won in combat. I'm not a trophy."
Theron's expression softened. "I know. And I never meant to treat you as one. But this is more than just about you, Valerie. This is about the future of Moonfang. The pack needs a leader. And I won't let that leader be someone who can't defend his claim."
I understood, even if I hated it. The pack law was ancient, but it was clear. A returned Alpha had to prove himself. Not just to the council, not just to his mate, to his people. And the only way to prove it was through blood.
"Three days," I said, making a decision. "Give me three days to recover."
Theron nodded slowly. "Three days."
Valerie grabbed my arm. "Knox, you're not strong enough. The shard..."
"I'll be fine." I covered her hand with mine, forcing a weak smile. "I've survived worse. I'll survive this."
She didn't look convinced. But she didn't argue.