JANUARY 3, 2019
‘I am sorry Caleb. This is not the life I had wanted. If you’re not in it, then it’s not worth living. The dream that this man talked about is identical to mine, but the subtle difference is that I always imagined it with nobody else but you. When I couldn’t even visualize being betrothed to somebody else, how am I supposed to live with being married to him? Never did I realize the significance of the things you did for me. Now that I think about it, I have nothing but regrets.
Regret that I would never be able to tell you how much you meant to me, or how I would never feel that gentle caress of your warm hands. The only thing I wish is to have another life where I could change it all and be with you forever’, wondered Abigail while lying on the bed in complete disi
