A/N: I hate this chapter. I do. **WARNING- this chapter contains descriptions of intense s****l violence.** I will place blockers around it if you would like to skip it. Yes, I did flip the chapters. I liked the order better that way, and nothing's changed in this chapter if you just want to read the new one. Chapter Song: "Ghost of You” by 5 Seconds of Summer ******************** Before walking inside, I took a half-second and held my fingertips to the wood of her door. I wasn’t ready yet. I would never be ready, I never thought I would be a murderer. But, then again, most people don’t think that. Guess it’s just another displeasure of being me. Yay. Turning back, I found myself controlling Tyler without so much as a second thought. There was a small part of m

