Wish You Loved Me

The break ups

Kyron

Yo, I don't know how to feel. I love Naija to death. She listen to me, put up with my bullshit and most of all, she took my son in like he was her own. Honestly, if she don't leave me I'm not leaving her but I won't let her get off easily. My phone started ringing indicating a call. I looked at the caller ID and it was Naija. I ignored it but only to be called 6 more times. I finally answered because it was annoying.

"What?" I barked into the phone.

"Baby can we talk?" She pleaded.

"Go talk to DayDay, since you love him so much" I said then hung up.

Maybe I do want to leave her. She swore up and down that DayDay was her best friend and that I shouldn't worry about him. I trusted her and left them alone so many times. What else happened behind my back. I sent Naija a text:

To, My Girl: Meet me at my house.

After sending her a message, I called up my babymama Trina.

Naija

I want to break up with him. My mind is too f****d up for a relationship at all. My phone vibrated and showed that I had a message from Kyron.

From, MyEverything: Meet me at my house

To, MyEverything: Outside.

I got out my car and locked it up then made my journey to his door. I knocked and after 10 seconds he came to the door with the phone to his ear. I rolled my eyes as he let me in the hung up.

"I think we need to break up" we both said at the same time.

"Wait, you breaking up with me?" I asked shocked.

"Yup" he stated nonchalantlu "I love you, and you played me for your best friend" he said putting air-quotes on best friend. "And it's not like you wasnt leaving me for him anyway"

"How would I leave you for him when he got a pregnant girlfriend at home?" I exclaimed "You sound stupid but I ain't stressing" and with that, I left.

DayDay

Now I don't know what to do. My best friend just admitted her love for me. I never noticed but I love her too but my girl pregnant.

I was in my driveway contemplating if I should go in here or not. I mean it is my house, but if I go in, what am I gon say? I cant kick my baby mama out but I can break up with her. I swallowed all my nervousness and walked up to the door. I was about to knock but I then realized it was my house.

I walked in the house and Jas was on the couch eating pickles with peanut butter. Eww. I sat beside her and my palms got sweaty... This only happened when I first met Naija. I was rubbing the sweat on my pants and I felt her start staring at Me.

"You good?" She questioned smacking on her pickle.

"Yeah I'm straight" I stated.

"Okay" she said in an unsure voice then got up. When she came back, she had another pickled then dipped it in the peanut butter and took a bite. "You wanna bite?'

"Nah I'm straight" I said thinking of a way to break up with her.

"What's up baby?" She said putting the pickle down and facing me.

"I wanna break up" I said all in one voice.

I regretted it as soon as her eyes started watering "Because of Naija ain't it?" She questioned with tears streaming. I hated to see her cry but I didn't wanna confuse her.

"No!" I answered hurriedly "Yes" I said less sure. "Baby I don't know"

"Well fine, kick your baby mama out for your best friend" she said getting uo but I grabbed her arm.

"You don't have to leave, just remove yourself from my room" I said. She snatched away from my grip then headed to my room.

I sighed in and out deeply, and it felt like a weight was lifted from my shoulders. Do I want to be with Naija. I mean, I don't Not wanna be with her, but am I ready for a relationship already?

After 15 Jas came downstairs dressed. "Where you going?" I questioned.

"Yo lul girlfriend's" she said as she made her way to the door but I jumped in front of her blocking her way. B

"You not putting my baby in harm's way" I said then grabbed her arm. She tried jerking away but my grip was too tight.

"Get the f**k off of me!" She yelled but once she seen I wasn't, she stole on me. She f****d me up and I pushed her to the ground.

She got up and started wailing on me. I knew I was wrong so I just took them as I went into defense position by blocking my head and face with my arms and hands while blocking my Peter with my leg. She was throwing powerful hits to my back and other visible areas. I got from my position and grabbed her around her waist and walked her to the couch as she continued to hit me. When we finally got to the couch I pushed her back.

"Calm the f**k down!" I yelled. She sat on the couch with her arms folded and she was crying.

"You just gon defend her" she stated still cf crying.

"Man no, f**k y'all I'm making sure my baby is safe" I yelled without thinking.

"Oh f**k me?" She yelled. She got up and walked to the kitchen. Well I thought she was until I heard the car start up.

I ran to the door and seen her pulling off byut not before yelling "I Bet you'll never see me or this baby again!" Then she skirted off.

FUCK!