Wish You Loved Me

I forgive you

Naija

After daddy dropped me off, he had to go back to work so I had to sit at this big ass house by myself. We have a house in every state we visit, but since this is where we originally live, this house is the biggest. It was still morning and our maid didn't come in until 12 so I decided to take a nap.

I went upstairs to my room. Daddy let me decorate my own room when we first moved here, so my colors are black, white, red, and gray. My Cali king sized bed is zebra print with a whole bunch of red pillows and smaller gray and red pillows. My soft carpet is black but I have smaller gray soft carpets in areas like at my door, on both sides of my bed and at the the entrance of my door. My laptop is red and my desk that the laptop is on is white. I have a 64" tv hanging on my wall. My walls are red and my curtains, like my bedspread, are zebra print. Sexy right?

I threw most of my pillows onto the floor and laid down in my bed. I soon drifted off to sleep with my favorite song playing in the background and Dequan on my mind. Why do I love him so much?

I woke up to my phone ringing. I breathed in and out deeply in frustration.

"What?" I said into the phone without looking at the caller I.D.

"Why did you leave?" I heard my 'best friend' say.

"I didn't feel good" I said lying.

"Well I'm on my way to yo house to make you feel better" he said.

"Im fine Dequan" I said rolling my eyes.

"Whatever" he said then hung up.

DayDay

After stopping by McDonalds I went to Lanaija's anyway. I got out my car and walked right in. I told her dumbass about doing that s**t. I shut and LOCKED the door then ran upstairs to her room and opened the door. She was laying down on her laptop with her Beats by Dre on so I decided to mess with her real quick. I took out a fry and snuck up behind her putting the fry in her ear. She jumped up and swung on me but I dodged. I guess she realized it was me and got mad.

"Why would you do that?" She asked crossing her arms.

"Why you leave your door open?" I asked handing her the bag of food.

"Because you said you were coming" she said innocently and eating a fry "what about my drink Dequan?"

"You ungrateful" I said kicking off my shoes and laying on her bed.

"I don't care I'm still mad at you" she said taking out her big Mac. She skinny but she can eat.

"Mcdonalds was my peace treating" I said and by the way her eyes started watering, I could tell she was hurt. "Im sorry Lanaija"

"Im fine " she said then wiped away a tear then started eating like nothing happened.

"You know I love you Naija so stop doing that," I said still watching her eat.

"Didn't I say I was fine, what do I have to be sad for?" She said calmly, still not looking at me and I didn't know what to say "ok shut up then "

I got up from her bed and went around to her the hugged her. She didn't hug me back she just silently cried into my chest .

She pushed me off and wiped her tears then bit into her burger.

"I forgive you bestfriend " she said still looking at her big Mac "but only because this burger hit the spot"

"Whatever" I said then went back to where I was laying, and laid back down turning on her tv.

After she finished her burger, she cuddled into my arms and just laid there.

"Roll up" she said looking at her nails.

She lifted up and I got out of her bed then went to her closet where her secret stash at got the weed and a cigar. She a lowkey stoner. I mean nobody knows except me and her daddy, but then again, we the only people she talk to. After rolling up a loud blunt and a 50 blunt, we laid back in our previous position and sparked up and just watched tv as we smoked.

"Damn I should've saved half that burger" she said making me laugh but I know she was serious.