It was lunch time , but Rose felt no urge to go for lunch , especially the eatery where she used to lunch with Jason . She could not stomach the idea of eating alone as it provided a constant reminder of his screaming absence . Her head was almost bursting due to excessive recriminations and misgivings about where and what he could be doing .
She recalled how she had blinded by Julius' seduction to the extent of losing what she already had . Subconsciously , she had a feeling that he had fallen in love with her , but did she ? It started dawning on her that she did not love him as much as she loved Jason when she realized that she was on the verge of losing him . She was reminded of a certain song and involuntarily started humming part of it :
" You only miss the sun when it starts to sn
