Tony's POV
It's been a week of trying to trigger Alex's memories. She's remembered a few things but for the most part no luck. We've decided to take her to her childhood home this evening. We had to postpone taking her there after her breakdown. For the most part she seems happy. She is engaging with the pack members and she is taking the job of Luna seriously. I find her joking and laughing more often then she used to before. I can't help but feel like she is only this happy because she doesn't remember the pain her life has been through. I wonder how she will handle it when her memories do come back. Zach and I have come to realize that Bjorn did this to her to make her weaker. Ana and Vic think Bjorn did this to stop her from remembering their packs plans. I think it maybe both reasons. I love our Alex as I always have but she is a completely different person. Though she can still defend herself I fell like she doesn't remember how tough she actually is. I find her leaning on us more to help keep her safe and Zach and I like that but worry about what will happen if Bjorn's pack attacks.
Alexandria's POV
Everyone has decided to give me a break on triggering my memories and I am glad. It was beginning to be a bit much. I know my place and I can feel love in my wolf and I for our mates and kids and pack. That's the important part right? Anyway, a group of us are going to my old pack house to see if something can help there and honestly I am a little nervous. I'm not sure I want to remember anymore. I used to be some powerful witch and that thought makes me concerned for the people around me. Everyone gives me looks of pity and sadness and it's a little aggravating. Then there are those that I can feel fear me in some way. That man that did this to me has made no attempt to contact me in anyway and I am grateful for that. I'm not sure I could survive another spell being put on me. Magic makes me feel on edge knowing that is the cause of this craziness.
Zachary's POV
I am currently in the living room watching my Alexandria play with the pack kids including our own. She is such a good luna. She mothers everyone in a different way than she used to. Before she would insist everyone needed to know how to protect themselves. She even thought children should learn to fight. Now she wants to protect everyone herself. Our twins are in a fenced in area with the other babies crawling around. The rest of the kids are playing hide and seek. I head to the door to join them for a few. Alex's eyes lock with mine and she smiles brightly at me. "Hi kitten. What are you guys doing?" I ask already knowing the answer. Without saying a word she comes to me and pulls me to her for a hug. I can't help but look down at her in awe. On my wolf's accord I reach down and bring our lips together for a kiss. To my surprise she kisses me back. We kiss for what seems like forever and when we part a group of little girls is starring at us dreamily smiling. Alex giggles at the girls. Colton comes running to us with his hands up and I pick him up and Alex and I squish him in a hug. "Okay, everyone hide. I will find you" I call out and all the little kids jump for joy as they take off to hide. Alex grabbed Colton from me and took him to hide with her with a cheeky smile.
Alexandria's POV
After hours of playing with the pack children Zach announced that it was about time to go. We made our way to the driveway to pile in the cars. Although I was nervous my mates would be there to help me anyway they could. I sat between them each with a possessive reassuring grip on me. As we pulled up to the house I felt a sense of deja vu. Looking around I could feel things coming forward but like always the memories are just out of my reach. Tony helped me from the car and Zach immediately followed grabbing hold of my hand. The three of us followed behind the girls and their mates. Once inside I mindlessly walked to a bedroom. Standing in the doorway I felt like this was my room maybe. I can't explain it I just felt at home in this room. There really isn't anything in here just a bed and dresser and a night stand. I walked to the bed and sat on the edge of it. My mates had strange looks on their faces.
After some time I got up and walked to a different room. It was a bedroom as well. I definitely smelled myself in this house but I got nothing. I walked back to the living room and sat on the couch. My mates sat with me one on each side as always. My head started to hurt a little and all the sudden I remembered being on this couch with Zachary. He was holding my legs on his lap. "I went with you" I said quietly looking at Zach. He got a bright smile on his face. "Yes you did not that I really gave you a choice." He said through his smile. I felt a blush on my cheeks and on instinct I went to look away. "Don't look away from us." Tony commanded gently as he ran a finger along my jaw line making me lift my head to him. "Thank you both for being so patient with me. I know this can't be easy for the two of you either." I told them softly. My sisters came back in the room with their mates in tow. "Are you ready to go home?" Ana asked as she smiled at us. "Yeah lets go home." I agreed.