The Witch and The Wolf

Over Whelming

    My mates offered Jason and Wendy to stay. They agreed as they want my sisters and I's help in getting their son back. Today my sisters are refreshing the protection spells around our land. I'm helping but, all I can do is set stuff up. I have a plan to get my magic back but I am trying to do so with out getting anybody's hope up. I am writing my own spell I have also been looking into potions as well. I've been looking up ingredients and oils to use trying to find a good set based on what each herb and oil does. I am trying the spell tonight and I guess I will try something else if that doesn't work. 

    The pack has been getting a lot of rouges on our land these last few days. Zach and Tony have been hard at work trying to figure out what they want. The she wolves still train everyday and I have been going through it with them. I stopped training while my memories were gone. I had decided that training is important a long time ago so why I stopped is beyond me. I get lost in my thoughts while I jog the perimeter. Colton definitely has his powers already. I wonder how strong they will be by the time he's an adult. I hope he's able to handle them. 

    Eric the oracle was a little leery when he found out that Bjorn's parents are here but he seems to have gotten over that. Jason and Wendy asked to have a conversation with me after I was done training. I wonder what they want from me but I guess I will find out soon enough. Eric can open portals so I was wondering if we could use that once we find out who has Bjorn. Once I get my teleportation back I can teleport to Bjorn through the portal and back out again. Then again what will happen if I get stuck there? Hm. Well I guess we'll have to see if anyone else comes up with a better plan. "Kitten, where are you? I want to see you for a minute in my office." Zach asks. "Yes my alpha." I agreed. 

    I finished my jog and headed to the house. I stopped to check on the kids with the maids before continuing on to the office. I knock and open the door. Zach comes rushing to me and grabs me in a tight hug breathing me in. "What's wrong?" I whisper as I breath him in as well. "I don't know, I just wanted you with me. Promise me you'll always be mine." He uttered quietly from my neck. "I promise I will always be yours. I love you more than you'll ever know Zachary." I confirm as I kiss his neck. He groans as I pull away to look at him. "I promised myself to you and Tony. I stand by my choice." I reconfirm. After he's calmed down I leave to go find Wendy and Jason. 

    I found them sitting in the yard talking. I try my best to hear what they are saying but the kids giggling as they run around makes it hard. I take a seat with them. "Alex, I want to thank you for helping us find Bjorn." Wendy states as I look over at them. "Bjorn lost his way after the battle Alex." Jason explained. "He was planning on taking you with him. When he realized he couldn't he wrote you that letter to help you get over him. After he heard that you were mated to Zachary he started to lose it again. Bjorn had decided then that he wanted you back." Wendy added. "How did he find out I was mated to Zachary?" I asked. "Sara" Jason answered. "Everything always comes back to her doesn't it?" I stated with a scoff. 

    "Sara told Bjorn that you were mated to Zachary and that Tony was your second chance mate. When she informed him of that he snapped. He felt that you were his and he wanted to get you away from them by force if necessary. I know what my son did was wrong but, he loves you with all his heart and soul. You were promised to him Alex." Jason stated trying to make me feel bad for Bjorn. "He beat Tony up personally but stopped himself from killing him knowing that it would hurt you." Wendy added quietly. 

    "Look, I do feel sorry for Bjorn. He made his choices though. I promised myself to my mates. I spent four years mourning Bjorn. It took every ounce of strength I had to move on. Wolves would challenge me and try to kill me because I was by myself. Where was he during all that? He was sleeping around and enjoying life while I was wallowing in my loss and fighting to keep my sisters safe. He let me go through that alone and now I am supposed to forgive him like nothing happened? I will help you get him back but after that I want him to leave me be." I responded with tears in my eyes. I got up and left them to go get myself together. 

    Like always when I'm upset I went to the shower. I stand in the water letting it go over my head and down my face and neck. Jesus, why they hell can't I just be happy. Why do I always have to have drama. I just want to enjoy my mates and my children and pack life with out all this craziness. "Kitten it's all going to be ok." I hear Zachary. I thought he was mind linking me but he is right here in the bathroom. I got out and wrapped a towel around me. As soon as I made eye contact with him I pulled him to me and nuzzled into him breathing him in. "Why am I always the one feeling like s**t?" I asked from his chest. "Because you care about everyone's happiness. You can't help how much you care love. It's part of who you are." He tells me as he runs a finger down my jaw to my chin. I looked back up at him and he leaned down placing a soft kiss to my lips. "I love you Alex, so much." Zachary states as he holds me letting me cry. "I love you more Zach." I tell him as I hold him tight.