6. Midst a Sea of Questions.
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Kellan's Pov:
She left...leaving me standing in complete confusion. She ran away cause she's scared, even, a confession like this could leave anyone baffled. The bond was growing she was starting to trust me I could feel that and I had to go screw schist up and tell her the truth. But you can't keep someone in the dark, hide who you are be a different person a minute and another person the next. That would be deceitful. I would be judged whilst people, don't know the real you.
I for one wouldn't want to start, or even be a part of a relationship based on lies. What's the point of being with a person who just hurts you? A lie could break everything, I wanted to create with her whereas the truth would make her free to choose.
The truth which would set us free.
I couldn't know what she felt, what she thought because she had accepted me completely. There was a whirlwind of emotions inside me. I would rather hurt her with the single harsh reality, than cause her numbing pain with a thousand lies. Will she accept me? Will she leave making me a person without a soul? A million question were waiting to be set free, the answers that formed in my head set shocks of dread through my entire being.
Arabelle's Pov:
My teacher is a werewolf and he loves me. This schist can't real cause it doesn't exist. A monster in disguise of a human. Was he a monster? Who am I to judge though? I was just looking from the outside judging with knowing the entire truth. I knew him as my teacher, I didnt know him as a person neither did he know me.
A different world apart from what we live in. A world different from the outside, but as real as the one we exist in.
They are as vulnerable as we are, souls in search of love.
Were the myths true? Or was it a black lie waiting to suck me in?
I closed my eyes. This is a big mess. A mess to which I have absolutely no clue. Was I ready to jump into the unknown, without questions asked with nothing but trust and belief? I mean that's what we all need right a little faith, trust, maybe a little tinkerbell magic?
So much for 'I hope you will accept me for who I am.'
How can I when I can't think straight and feel dizzy just by the thought of him and his secret, a secret that could make or break what we were and what we could be if I accepted.
The question is could I ? If I did I was pushing myself into a pit of confusion and curiosity. If not then into an endless pit of pain, misery without him.
Ugh! Confused confused! To live a life with him a happy, blissful one or to live far apart with my heart breaking into a million pieces and walk with a bleeding heart for the rest of my life...
What's my choice?
A life of blissful happy moments, with the one that makes my heart beat, at a thousand miles per hour
OR
Living a life, darker than the darkest of nights just because I gave my heart and soul, or so do I think to a guy that loved me but I was scared to accept his true self with his flaws, his imperfections, his vulnerability?
I didnt believe in love thought I never would until he walked in and changed everything in a spilt second...
My choice then....
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