Charlotte pov
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The drive is quiet, neither I speak a word nor did Charlie
I just sit on the back seat , fidgeting with my dress , I'm nervous but I'm trying to be okay
But I'm freaking out
It's not because , I'm having s*x tonight
Or concerned that I'm loosing my v-card
But it's the other things in front of me
In front of us
This feels so wrong
So forbidden
I have zero problems with his age
But the position he comes from and my place ?
But the way I feel for him , is so much more than all the cons here
And I believe, he feels it too
Orelse he isn't that stupid to jeopardize his career
He as worked hard to be in the position , he is in today
There's a fear inside me , which is building up every second we get closer to the prime minister's residence
